Elliott Nest

The Importance of Being Earnest...and Frank
2019-05-27 06:38:15 (UTC)

The Art Of The Deal

He didn't know what time it was, exactly. But he knew he still had a few hours before he had to get up and he decided right then it was a good idea to masturbate with his wife sleeping next to him.
Not like it was a big deal....well, it kinda was, or is. Real relationships have real compromises and real issues. He and his wife haven't had sex for the better part of 2 years, give or take a few months. Part of the reason was his wife's diabetes, and some kind of downfall from those symtoms, if that is to be believed. The other is because she caught or had this STD that flares up whenever she gets really stressed out. Now, this is where the issues come to play. In the 20 years they've been together he has stepped out on her more than once, with both men and women. Of the men yes, protection has always been the choice but, maybe blowjobs can give STD's? But he's never shown any signs . SHe's been out with her female friends more than once, and though he's never thought of her fucking around on him well maybe...! On the other hand, both himself and her have been or was secxually active before they were an item, so maybe it was an STD that remained dormant forever until now. But, whatever the case, and the long and short of it was they weren't doing it anymore.
Which would be a cause of concern except of his chronic(?) maturbbation. Once or twice a day, even at work he'd done it, under wraps of course and away from the security cameras. Any porn he'd looked at was n't on the government computer or WIFI so, yeah. But he'd rather jerk off than fuck around with somebody in real life. He suspected that was the wish of his wife too....those deep, relationship goals, ah yes. The things we will never admit to.
At any rate, while they lie in bed he has to check to make sure she has no clue he's about to do the deed. Out of his perpherral vision and also by less movement of the C-PAP mask he wears nightly he looks to see where her shadow of her sleeping is located, as well as her breathing. No need to have her wake up for a potty break to find his hand around his dick or awaken to the mattress and sheets moving back and forth. No, it always has to be near perfection ico the right circumstance for letting go.
In bed he always uses a sock, aka "Happy Sock." Or, a half sock....calf sock one of those socks that go up to the ankle. Easy to toss off (literally) when it's all over and throw in the wash along with the other 'dirty' clothes. He has used the same sock throughout the week; it mostly dries out inside of it after an hour or two. The inside of the sock has that furry stuff that feels really good against his main member. He used to use his wife's colorful furry socks she seldom used, then had them washed before she was any the wiser.
The preferred method would be while lying on his back, move the sheets away from the affected area and move the hand off the sheets and mattress as to not awaken the sleeping iant next to him. Then the fun began.
What is now considered "edging" at least his interpretation, is thinking about sexy thoughts while on the "edge" of letting go and cumming all over everything. Now, these thoughts went from would've -could've -should've's to actual encounters to thoughts no one should be thinking about (but do anyways); just about anything to ride that air balloon called an erection for as long as he can. He knows he should time it so he can finish and get back to sleep or whatnot but sometimes....he'd have to be careful of course. Sometimes he's soo tired he'd fall asleep with his dick and sock in his hand uncovered; in the midst of edging. This and passing out at the point of cumming are facts and situations he hopoo never find himself in...though it would be the ultimate to be found in such a way would raise more questions than answers, I'm sure.
Whaen he does cum, he describes it as doing herion, though he's never tried it (too much tv). That moment when momentarly everything's alright in the world....he makes no sound of makes sure he doesn't feel the earth move under his curling toes and feet while in bed...a definite giveaway. Then, he just slowly takes up the sock, and throws into his side of the bed behind some 'stuf' so he can use it again, or wash it forget about it if he is wanting to stop for a week or so. Realease is so crucial. His wife won't jerk him off, because she says it's one-sided as he's getting off and not her, plus, she looks like she's half-assing it by not really trying or putting in that "A" for effort vibe when stroking him. In that case, forget it! Personally I'd rather jerk off too than be with someone who's gonna half-ass it.
Lastly, he lets go in a sock nightly/daily...he can hold off for a week or two but it's like a Frito Lay potato chip; you can't just have one (try). He thinks he should see someone or a group or sex anon for this,,.,who knows? Maybe one day he will. But for now, this is his reality.




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