I do this to myself. I think...
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2019-05-24 02:40:30 (UTC)


I’ll admit.. I’m slacking.
I’ve been incredibly lazy the last few days. Mostly because a few times I used my boyfriends laptop to make my entries, and I haven’t used it for a bit. I didn’t feel like sitting and typing everything out on my phone. It’s so time consuming. I suppose it’s better than writing. My hand starts to cramp after a while and once that happens, it seems as though the writing becomes illegible.
My eyelids are heavy. And I can feel them wanting to close. I just had to make a quick stop here.
I’m hoping, tomorrow, my writing will pick back up. My laptop should be arriving in the mail. My very own laptop. I don’t remember feeling this excited about something in such a long time. Bought with my own money. Mostly. And I mean, it’s not brand new, but it’s pretty new. And I’m over the moon.
Anyway.. I’m sure I’ll have plenty more to write tomorrow to catch up on some stuff. I am child free tonight and don’t have work in the morning. So I plan on sleeping in passed 4:30 am!! Yay! What!? A girl can dream. 😑
Also, hopefully I can get some cleaning done at some point. This place is a sty. Between him and I both working and being gone all day, we are here maybe a total of 3-4 hours before we go to bed. That time consists of playing with the baby, making dinner, eating, cleaning up after dinner, cleaning up the baby and getting her to bed, and trying to spend time together before going to sleep ourselves. Doesn’t seem like much, but after starting your day at 4:30 in the morning... we are both exhausted by 6 and ready for bed by 8:30. Hmm... I don’t even get home till 6:30-7 most nights. So maybe that’s why it seems like less time. Ah, well, what can you do?
Cleaning day tomorrow. At least a little bit. 😬