Sarahspretty

Sarahspretty
2019-05-01 05:56:28 (UTC)

IDK

today started off good we woke up hella early went to the gym sat in the jacuzzi talked then got out showered and headed over to my fiancés orientation for amazon I've always noticed with him if things don't go his way and how he imagined it in his head its an automatic no and he's over it I always tell him to calm down slow his breathing and relax he's very paranoid and when he gets angry he's always so quick to want to leave and disappear which I don't understand because I'm always on his side some how by the grace of god I'm always able to calm him and restore him back to normal but it get exhausting sometimes I wanna cry but I'm way to strong but when it comes to him he can easily trigger that emotion out of me verses others have to try a million times harder I don't know what to do sometimes when he gets like that hes a person that's always been on his own and has done for himself and has survived and I respect him so much for being able to do those things because most cant but sometimes I don't know why he gets so angry and wants to push me away I don't pressure him nor do I argue with him for no reason I feel like im one of those girls a lot of guys would love to have and he knows that and will tell me how lucky he is to have me but then why when you get angry you want to push me away and or let me go ? I don't understand …. IDK




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