Nala Toph

Written Thoughts
2019-04-28 20:00:05 (UTC)

Catch up

It’s been too long since my last entry, I hate that. Wish I was better at writing in these journals. Something that happened a while ago was I broke the fucking wall. I was playing elder scrolls blades and it’s so laggy and broken.... I just smashed my head up against the wall, so mad at it. Got my hair dyed, earlier today I went to saloon so that was fun! Might be surprising to some of you but I did not get it orange I got a black Dye.... I like Blue eyes black hair. Sometimes I just don’t know what to write in here. I never liked it when I have an entry that is one or two sentences. I always want a Full length entry. I actually had not been mad for a little while and now using this iPad is really fucking with my emotions. Using text to speech because I really hate typing on an iPad and it and saying things and it’s not picking up what I’m saying it’s changing my words and I have to go back And alter them it is really fucking annoying. I legit just hit my iPad... the issues I hate it.... why do I have anger issues.... recently talking about it with friends has really just made me upset and I just don’t like who I am and I just hate myself ... I opened up to a few people online who I really am and I regret it... I just hit my screen and I thought it broke... thank god dad got me a protective screen... I can just peel this off and get a new plastic screen cover... I want to die... I don’t want to be me.... I don’t like me... I want out.... somebody kill me.... please

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