farewellmymuse

On My Way There
2019-04-25 06:10:51 (UTC)

Four days of Earthquake

Four days straight that earthquakes are happening in my country. I am mildly having anxiety moments especially whenever I go home at midnight from my study area. I almost lost my life when I was a teenager due to traffic accident. Last night, I was too afraid to cross the street. My heart pounded over that simple task. Last night also while studying, the person next to me kept moving and so the table also shook which made me thought that it's another earthquake. Last night I was facing the glass wall while studying, I was thinking that I should get away from it just in case it happens again. And alas, 2 ambulances passed by and that made me more anxious. In addition, the deadline for our thesis is coming which heightens up my anxiety. I am reminded that God is in control and fear shouldn't come first. God is bigger than any of my problems and It's a sin to keep on worrying because it just shows that you don't trust God enough.




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