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Hey there everybody, my name is T. I am by no means an excellent writer i just want a place to write down all of my thoughts. Since this is my first entry I will share a little bit about myself. I am a 22 year old female from a somewhat small town. I am a college dropout who is currently working at an animal shelter and living with my boyfriend of 3 years. More importantly I am extremely unhappy with myself. I guess I can't complain too much. My life from an outside perspective probably looks pretty good, just a pretty girl in a loving relationship who isn't financially struggling. I am mad at myself for being unhappy, why can't I just be thankful for what I have? I guess it's not the thing around me that make me unhappy it's just the things inside of myself.
I have always struggled with anxiety and co dependency. The longest amount of time I have been single was for about a month 5 years ago. Isn't that sad? I don't know how to be alone so I stay in relationships. Then when I am ready to move on to the next person I just self sabotage until they break up with me. Well I have made a decision to end things with my boyfriend, not because he is a bad guy or anything just because we are growing apart. I have made a vow to break up with him the right way this time. I guess it's gonna be difficult since we live together but I know I have to do this.
That's not just what this journal is about though. I plan to keep this pretty up to date. You'll get to hear all about my horrible life decisions and me attempting to solve them. Stay tuned folks.