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Just venting
2019-04-19 00:32:26 (UTC)

i dont know

Every time i start to feel like there is an upside to my relationship with davon I get reminded why im so hesistant about us in the first place. maybe it was a mistake for us to get back together? idk. we fight like an old married couple. I'm really getting sick of this shit. i should have just had the balls to be done with him for real this time. It just sucks because he is a great guy. I'm just not sure he is the right guy for me. we've been going at it all day today. Seriously. We can never just have one good day. It's literally always something. I remember I was so happy with Marcus. I want to be that happpy in a relationship. I don't need Davon to make me happy, but it would be nice to feel secure in a relationship. Not saying that I'm completely innocent. But I act based on what's going on. I feel like relationships shouldn't be this hard. We should just be able to be. This extra shit is for the birds. But I feel like if I don't try I might regret it. Like I said, he's a great guy. I just don't know if he's right for me. At this rate, I don't see us ever getting married. I can't deal with this shit for the rest of my life.




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