Leah

Leah
2019-04-18 18:57:05 (UTC)

i'm back

I haven't been here for a hot minute. It's been a long year. I deleted my other entries but basically I was depressed and overworked as my pregnant mother was left for months around this time last year, with me & my 3 year old brother. He's 4 now, my mom gave birth to a boy in August, a little over a month early but he's good!. I'm back to being alone. I tried to help my friend, Aristole, run away from her abusive family but she got taken back due to her age, she would have been arrested for running away (bullshit stupid laws). She's been gone for a week now off of social media and I just hope she's okay. Nobody I know at school with message me about her since I've been homeschooled since November. They just ignore me or tell me that they'll see but can't really be bothered. I decided to come back to this. I'm still emotionally alone and mentally not better. My stepdad is back, long story. My mom falls asleep everywhere, hardly sleeps, hears and sees things., and is dreaming of her dead dad, who died via hanging himself. Theres so much going on an nothing helps her. She just yells how much she hates us and how nobody helps her but we do. I have Hunter & Logan, 4 and 8 months as of writing, from morning til night and yet I still never do anything. Maybe I'm a selfish brat, Idk.




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