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Ghost Writer
2019-04-09 22:20:00 (UTC)

Tired On Tuesday.

I definitely think that chronic fatigue has a cycle to it and on Tuesdays I become exhausted after half an hour of gardening and tonight it was quite painful to cook dinner. Muscle pain. I did it though and feel much better for having eaten a protein and carb packed meal. Chronic fatigue is a very different kind of tiredness than normal fatigue, exhaustion or plain tiredness. It's like living with all three states of energy starvation 24/7 and never quite recovering before the next onslaught. Granted, my Diabetes Type 2 condition is now in remission but I still live with a schizoaffective psychiatric disorder, BPD amd I haven't given up the wine completely. Why does that not surprise me? At least the bourbon and whiskey consumption has stopped a couple of years ago. Other areas of life are gradually improving. Miraculous really but nonetheless I am thrilled, thankful and relieved that not everything is turning to shit.
I am carefully monitoring my diet. I've gained about twelve to fifteen kilos.

Been having chest pain on and off for a few months past. Nothing serious but still worrying for me.

I need to exercise more to. And this Winter I need COQ10 capsules and triple-strength Ester-C (vitamin C).


I think it is the school holidays here in New Zealand. The local cinema is advertising childrens' movies, so I guess those are for the local kids to watch. And the cinema wouldn't put so many on if it wasn't the school holidays.

This makes me miss my grandchildren very much more as I am missing out on grandma school holiday time.
Miss my babies. Very much.

These two cat babies are in their beds fast asleep. Best have supper, meds and bedtime.


Good night from terrorist-free New Zealand




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