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2019-04-12 22:09:02 (UTC)

Got my catscan today

Well, got my catscan. It sucked. Whatever the heck they filled my spinal chords with sucked. I don't get headaches but this gave me the worse headache of my life. Now I know what it feels like to have a migraine. I also felt like throwing up and was dizzy as fuck!! I know I'll eventually get a disc installed between my c6-c7 neck bone. I'm fine with that. I'm feeling some pain from my injection now. They stuck a needle on my back when they pumped that glow in the dark shit up my back. Ugh...

Not sure if I said this yet but Rachael has a boyfriend. So... I'm not that guy and don't do that shit. So I can't ask or take her out ever. Still feeling good about cutting off my ex wife. We aren't texting each other and it has been a good thing for my soul. I feel good about that. Whew.....

I still like myself. I know what I want. I have to say that I'm not seeking validation. This meaning that I don't want to validate or care to validate breaking up with my ex gf. I know what I am and what I'm worth. I'm not wanting to make myself feel or fool myself to saying that she lost out on a good man. Not at all. I just know what I am from what my heart tells me. I'm good inside and I'm so happy to feel this. Loving yourself is the best thing you can do for yourself. The rest is gravy ;)

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