Do Not Disturb
Didn't go to the movies today like I wanted to for various reasons. Plans changed.
I wish I had a car. I wish he had a car. Maybe that be easier then instead of asking our moms.
And the fact that he only lives 6 minutes away from me is bullshit.
I honestly don't know if I wanna be with Q and I don't want every one to think that I broke up with him for some other guy ( which it kinda looks like it did ).
The same reason I don't want anyone in my business.
I'm just so confused that I wanna cry.
I really like JT.
But me and Q had been together for 8 months.
It's bad enough that I've been ignoring Q's calls.
I really like JT. Yet another part of me just doesn't like Q the same way that I use to and yes I will feel some type of way if he ends up with another girl.
Try a free new dating site? Short sugar dating