....The third and last reason why I might be depressed is because of my love life which is also non existent. I had fallen in love, become loyal and submissive to a man I had thought had the same for me. He was my first, I had never been in a relationship whatsoever, I took every rubbish that come my way, I never questioned, I never asked. Mmmh what a blind woman I was! To cut the drama short I was used like a dumpster and I never took heed, I stayed all the time. I had the imagination that he loved me and I am the one who didn’t see it. To wrap it all I walked way from that shitty relationship last October….