Just Another Girl
ThisIsMyLife
2019-04-05 19:14:27 (UTC)
Dying to be dead
Sometimes I hold myself under the water for as long as I can. Just to see what it might feel like to drown.
Sometimes when I'm shaving I imagine cutting my arm and watching the blood drip.
Sometimes I want to jump out in front of traffic when I'm walking down the street. Or step out in front of a train at the last second so no one could stop me.
I imagine standing on a bridge and walking off. Falling and knowing that it is the end.
And every day I feel like I'm slightly closer to doing it.
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