Paradise Lost

Paradise Lost
2019-04-03 04:10:30 (UTC)

The Horsemen & Paradise

The universe has a way of repeating itself until it's heard. Repeating loss. Repeating lessons. Repeating pain. I'd give anything to literally implode this motherfucker with nothing but a lingering black hole left. This isn't to be confused with "a bad day at work" or "waking up on the wrong side of the bed". When I look back on my short 26 years on this Earth, I genuinely don't remember a moment when I actually wanted to be here. I've always been incredibly out of place, you'd think that I'd have an idea of where I'm supposed to be but honestly, I don't. I just know it isn't here. Yet here I am, still lingering out of orbit in this solar system, 26 years later. I've called out to Anubis my entire life, yet he has never answered. With my luck, I'll be happy and actually enjoying this place when the Horsemen decide to finally show up. Isn't that a bitch? Until then, I'll take up writing on here. Talk to you tomorrow.

---Paradise Lost...as fuck




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