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Ghost Writer
2019-03-26 00:00:00 (UTC)

01:42 A.M. Tuesday.

I've been writing on My-Journal.Com for three years and seven months. Since August 15th, 2015, to be precise, even though I filled in ALL of August 2015 over on MJ.

I quit writing over there in my Daily and Creative, which are 2 separate journals, a couple of days ago.
I feel sad and empty...there is a big gap where I used to feel fulfilled with writing over there on MJ.


I really have missed writing here. It has only been occasional but enjoyable up to the last couple of posts. Things have turned unpleasant for me writing here as well so I may very well pack my three diaries up here and head off elsewhere.

I have been writing here at My-Diary.Org for four years as well. This site is where it all started for me - writing daily life entries. And at about the same time, I began a private offline diary on Penzu as well - so that's also 4 years. I have eight online journals. Most are public.


I am precise about time for good and valid reasons.

I keep two cats. They are my precious babies and have an important part in my life. They are therapy cats. One is fourteen years old and His Lordship's name is Mr. 'Sandy' mitten cat. The other one is one year old and Her Highness's name is Little Miss 'Dekkie' princess cat. I love my kitty-cats very much and work every day to keep them comfortable, content and happy. I try hard to look after my cats the best I can and in return they reward me with their faithfulness, daily presence and unconditional love. They can also be naughty cats too.


I made a promise to myself that 2019 is to be a good year, no matter what, come hell or fast rising water, 2019 is still a good year. It hasn't been all easy climbing but some tough shit has passed. Permanently, I hope.


I am still going to keep my weight loss journal and quotes journal open and active on MJ. Just won't be writing there about daily life and creatively. For the time being, I will make daily/creative entries here. I intend to pack up my three diaries here on My-Diary.Org and move on. I cannot stop writing. I have fought and worked so hard against a current of internal negativity, as well as a great deal of adversity and huge odds to get this far. No way I'm going to stop writing. Writing is part of my good year this year.

I have an appointment in under twelves hours with a community health professional, so I'd best get some sleep. Or try to.


G'nite from New Zealand.




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