Why am I Pissed off?
Why am I pissed off? I just got done having a beautiful conversation with Leon and I went to bed. It took no more than two minutes for me to get out feeling mad, that’s where I am now. I swear if that chihuahua yaps near me I will chuck it across the room, or maybe I will jump at it and punch it to the ground. Not that the petty things stand that far from it! The yapping flea bag hasn’t made a sound in awhile so that’s not why I’m mad, there’s o reason why I’m mad. But I swear to god if there’s something I can hurt I will hurt it! I’m almost blood hungry! I need to go to sleep but for God’s sake I can’t! My muscles feel tense, like they need to move. They need to strangle something. I’ve been more mad before, but those times had a reason. This is just an out of the blue emotion. I hate small animals, anything small I cringe at... cats, dogs and chihuahuas.... doesn’t matter I hate them all.... and no, I refuse to consider a chihuahua as a dog. They aren’t rodents either, anyone who thinks they are like rodents are being very mean to rodents, yeah I know rodents are annoying as fuck but at least they aren’t chihuahuas! Chihuahuas are a retarded experiment gone wrong. There’s my rant about chihuahuas. I do like all dogs but I’m not a big fan of the little ones.... the only good thing I can say about little dogs is that they aren’t chihuahuas... and.... now the chihuahua is barking from the other room, sadly it’s in my parents room so I can’t shut him up the proper way.... I just want to get so sleep but I’m not tired at all! I feel like killing something. I remember when I was little I used to abuse our cats. So weak and puny, made me feel strong, powerful, in control! They shouldn’t live in this world, why should they? They’re unfit for survival!
To all of those who say I need to get off my horny feelings...
THIS IS THE OTHER PART OF ME, THE SIDE THAT MAKES ME DIFFERENT. THEY SAY JUST BE YOURSELF!!!! WELL HERE I AM, ARE YOU HAPPY? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED!?!? BENEATH MY DEPRESSION THERE IS A MORBIDLY SICK HORNY MIND, BEYOND THAT IS A MONSTER. IS THIS WHO YOU BEEN WANTING TO MEET? WELL WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT