ish

ish
2019-03-13 10:56:31 (UTC)

ok getting cocky....

ufff dentist....have to get a root canal and a crown rufff.....

and seems a doctors visit cuse the dental tech said i had a block in my corotiod artery...frick.....is glad she has a good eye for such things....will have that takin care of.....

the weather is finally getting nice......cept a bit of rain...im good with some rain love storms.........grrfff.............nevermind just my mind and its damn fricking obseesions........kicking that habit frick

just fuck it........won another wager with a bun bun girl woot ;p lol ....was fun i raped her little bunny ass and had a friend rape her with his beasty avi....was pretty hot.....she will beg for more games ;p ...am totaly enjoying this side of things....wishing i could as much with the other side........growlssss at self...anyhow...am entertained by it all.....just haveing fun...nothing gonna get to serious but play time..fuck the dumb shit im sooooo done with the serious shit....i missed laughing....and my playfulness....wonder why he felt he had to crush that part of me..or maybe he didtn feel he had to ....just didnt care if he did lol most like.......anyway......probably just doesnt get my nature.. in that aspect.....i wish i could totally make that understsood............frick stop.....its done please over with..stop hangin on to something that wasnt anything much that passion....and wasnt working............he did the best thing and left..since i didnt have it in me to leave...............im not one to jump form relationshipo to another i like to stay....the long hall......and i know maybe one day..if i am lucky...and allow myself to let any in....i just might find one that knows how to deal with me ..without all the irritations and frustrations on both behalfs......heavy sigh........will be a very long time




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