Mystery'Girl

JustMe
2019-03-07 10:05:48 (UTC)

Dear Diary,

Dear Diary,
sometimes I really don't actually feel myself but you know what? That's ok. No one always has to be happy and be upbeat, no one. That's me included. I just wanted to take the time to write something because I know that I haven't opened a diary for some time now.
I have just had a lot of stuff happen. Well I say a lot of stuff not much entirely, it just feels like loads of stuff because it had just dragged on for a long period of time.

I have missed writing here, this makes me feel better just getting all my feeling onto the keyboard because I know there is always one person out there that reads them and listens, or can relate say.
In some truth too though I couldn't actually be bothered to write on here either, I just couldn't be bothered to move my hands to type. That isn't really like me.
As most of you know or whomever reads my entries will know I have had a few issues with my work and tbh they are kinda boring me to talk about now so I'm just going to update you and say, after all the aggro that they have caused they decided to cut my hours down, so not only have I been fucked over but I can no longer pay my bills. I do four hours a day like tf? I can barley make ends meat now so yes, I have been looking for jobs and applied for all that I have seen.

Anyway on another note, I don't know if this is a sad one or a happy one :/ my son is two son :S I don't know weather to be happy because I have managed to keep him alive and healthy or sad because my little boy is growing up waaaay too fast for my likings. Still his birthday being only three months away from Christmas I haven't a clue the hell to get him -_- . He literally got everything then, clothes and money it is I guess, obviously the money will be put into a bank account for him because it isn't like he will be spending it willy nilly like 16 year olds HA!

Other than that Diary I haven't much more to say apart from thank you for being here when I need to rant, cry or just spread the happy cheer :)

To all you reading, have a happy and healthy day.

Until Next Time,
Mystery'Girl x




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