Dola

Me and my hot tempered mother
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2019-03-08 18:02:05 (UTC)

Why don't I have a father

Money. Big factor. At least in my life. And today this same thing is making me question. I don't have a father. Why? Everyone has one. My cousin, my non cousin, my bestie, my sister and brother, at least they had one till they were grown ups. But me? I can't even remember his face. His smile, his anger, his affection....his face..I can't remember anything. Girls like me, they usually have one. Their father comes at college sometimes. Those girls does not need to worry where this month coaching money will come from. They don't need to worry about earning money at all. They don't need to worry before inviting their friends. They don't need to hide their emotions from everyone just so their mother won't be more sad. They don't have to cry when everyone fall asleep just so nobody can see those tears. They don't have to make excuses about why they can't go on a trip with friends...... They don't have to see their mother suffering everyday. I do.
Why? Simple. I don't have a father. Never remember having one. i only have a mother. Who can starve all day but won't let me be without eating. My mother is the best in the world, i love her. But I'm not gonna tell her. She likes everyone else thinks that I really doesn't have the ability to show emotions. You're wrong Ammu. I cry too. i laugh too. I feel sad too. I just can't express them.


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