Kiroshiima

My daily life
2019-02-26 03:45:03 (UTC)

A free form poem i wrote

im stuck in limbo
nobody can see me
nobody can hear me
i might have friends
i might have family
but really im alone
nobody to talk to
nobody to be with

when i smile
you see happiness
when really its emptiness
im wearing a mask of my own face
mimicking my own voice
i might have emotions
i might have thoughts
but really im empty
unable to share

i can see you
laughing
loving
playing
i can see you
oblivious to the world
oblivious to the people

i cant handle change
i think thats why
i cant handle change
it must be why

my family sees me
doing well
making plans
when really
i dont know what im doing
i dont know whats to come

i want to be free
free from emotion
free from pain

i try to share
nobody listens
i try to ask
nobody listens

im stuck
nowhere to go
nowhere to be

its hard to make someone understand
when i dont really know whats wrong

i analyse everything
simple songs
simple words
im scared of everything
simple things
simple people

you make jokes about not being happy
but do you know how it feels
do you know the pain
i see the world
i see the people
oblivious to the struggle
oblivious to the rain

you might think im mad
and i agree
but im okay
when i have reason

i dont know if im more aware
or just cant handle it
but i do know one thing
im truly alone

at least for now

im stuck in limbo
nobody can see me
nobody can hear me
i might have friends
i might have family
but really im alone
nobody to talk to
nobody to be with.




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