Do Not Disturb

2019-02-24 18:36:47 (UTC)

Hi, Their

I haven't gotten the chance to write for the past few days or so. Okay more like 6 days.

I recently started my new job and ever since I started my new job I've been busy.... Busy... Busy. And that's what jobs do like tonight I work from 4-10. I work at this fast food restaurant. Nothing special. I work part time but only because I go to school. My feet was killing me when I got home last night.

Then my mom boyfriend came in drunk and she basically had to help him get in the bed.

I've been sleeping a lot lately since I started working again. But I'm off tomorrow and Tuesday so I'll get plenty of sleep then even though I still have school. I wanted to see if, I can get weekends off and only work on weekdays. But I highly doubt that's possible.

Andrew still won't talk to me ( sort of kind of) because of something I said. And I just can't get him out of my head even though he's been saying the shittiest things to me lately. I still deal with the asshole. And no I don't know why I can't get him out of my head and when he even says the most hurtful things. And I care about the guy. Idk what's gotten into me lately. Its like I block him then I unblock him. I can't seem to make up my mind when it comes to him. And I actually sort of feel " comfortable" talking to the guy even though part of me strongly dislike him.


What to do???

What to do ????

- A

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