Canadian Cutie

Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2019-02-11 16:30:52 (UTC)

She is proof..

Listening to: Beautiful Crazy - Luke Combs
Her day starts with a coffee and ends with a wine
Takes forever to get ready so she's never on time for anything
When she gets that come get me look in her eyes
Well it kinda scares me the way that she drives me wild
When she drives me wild
Beautiful, crazy, she can't help but amaze me
The way that she dances, ain't afraid to take chances
And wears her heart on her sleeve
Yeah, she's crazy but her crazy's beautiful to me

"She is proof you can walk through hell and still be an angel" ~R.H Sin

Good evening! 🌙
I didn't write this morning as I was occupied and ended up just going to work. Work was good but busy, I kept very busy and the time just flew by. I like staying busy. We are under a weather statement tonight and through tomorrow of an ice storm, yuck. Dreading the drive to work tomorrow.. Hopefully we don't get it as bad as they said we will but thankfully I am only 5-7 minute drive from work. I got a compliment at work today, well two actually.. one was a coworker telling me my makeup looked awesome today lol, another was about my eyes from someone who came in. He said "wow your eyes are such a pretty blue"....Was nice, made me feel good :)

I had therapy today and it went well, yes I cried as usual but I think it's just letting everything out.. One thing that I said in therapy that really struck a chord with me is.. "Do I want to be right or do I want to be happy"... I sat back and apparently out loud I said wow.. because I heard Him say what? and in that moment I realized.. everything I fought for to "prove" I was justified in my thoughts and feelings in the past, don't matter.. Am I happy? Overall yes but I could be happier in certain areas.. Was pushing my issue made me happy? no.. It actually broke my heart. So lesson learned.. It was such a pivotal moment in my life and therapy. If it won't matter later in life, why is it worth stressing over now? huh, guess I am getting my money's worth lol.

Overall I am feeling really good :) I have a headache.. I was going to go to the gym again tonight but I think I will stay in and just relax tonight.. Need to take something for this as I don't want it to get worse.. I been dreading Valentine's Day this year. I usually love it but not this year.. But I am a tough cookie, I will plow through :) Tonight I think I will take a hot bath, meditate and watch some tv and soak up puppy cuddles :)

Have to go serve up dinner, it's ready, not hungry tonight again but will try to eat something before bed :)

I hope everyone has an amazing evening!❤