The no name.
Hard to ignore
It's crazy how you dedicate your life to anythings something or even someone. I tend to dedicate my time to anyone who needed it, friend or foe. Is it crazy or me?
.. Maybe me. I can't help it. I want to be the best person I could even if it does me no good. Prime example... my crush. He's the perfect thing for me and I him but he doesn't see it or may he doesn't want. Sometimes I think we're great together, we tend to compliment each other which is hard to believe because he ignored me most of our time throughout high school. I would think to get over it and find something better , something worthwhile but I can't or maybe I won't. It's just fuckery behind all of this and I don't know what to do. He's hard to ignore and I chose not too.
Is it lust, love, or am I a complete dumbass. Maybe all three but FUCK IT for now.