Brybry0821

My intoxicating secrets
2019-02-07 02:23:23 (UTC)

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Fuck you. Fuck you for fucking with my feelings and my fucking head. Fuck you for fucking loving another fucking girl. Fuck you for fucking lying. Fuck you for being so apathetic when all I need is a little fucking love. Fuck you for rolling your fucking eyes at my fucking pain. Fuck you. I'm moving on.
Just becuase I'm skinny doesn't mean I don't worry about weight. Just because I'm pretty doesn't mean I don't cringe when I look in the mirror. Just because I smile doesn't mean I'm happy. Just because I laugh it doesn't mean you're funny. Just because I'm young doesn't mean I'm dumb. Just because I'm scared doesn't mean I can't think straight. Just because I love people no matter what sins they commit doesn't mean I support those sins. Just because I'm smart doesn't mean I know things. Just becuase I love you that doesn't mean I'll put up with your shit. Just because I avoid eye contact doesn't mean I don't like you. Just because I frown doesn't mean I'm pissed. Just because you can "relate" to my shit, that doesn't mean you can "fix" me. Just becuase I'm going to love you no matter what doesn't mean I'll let you lie to me and take advantage of me. Just becuase you're my age doesn't mean we should be friends. Just becuase my mom is an ass, that doesn't mean I am. Just because I'm not hungry at the moment, that doesn't mean I'm starving myself. I'll tell you what you need to know. I'll tell the truth. Don't assume shit.

I'm so past ready to be happy again. I'm ready to think that I look cute. I'm ready to smile becuase I feel happy. I'm ready to hug you and tell you I love you. I'm ready to call you and tell you everything. I'm ready to support your dumb ass for all eternity. I really do love you. I always will. Please don't let me go again.




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