ergot and the ju ju queen

antipodean delights...
2001-10-10 23:48:36 (UTC)

getting your groove back..

Thousands of miles apart.. I lay on my bed, and listen to
him breathing, as he falls asleep. I hold the phone tightly
to my ear, wanting it to bring him closer, and I cry silent
tears.. as I close my eyes, and listen to his breathing,
and I watch over him.. be with him.. cry for him.. love him.

He is hurting, afraid, going down fast, not even caring or
wanting to get up and make things happen..

And it hurts..

He wants a story.. I tell of how it could be.. a time of
new beginnings.. nothing ends badly. Nothing spoils this
first step on the path of a new adventure.. a new journey.

He travels to find his Antipodean Delight. And in so doing,
he takes time out.. to find his dream.. to discover a new
path.. to explore new horizons.

I proudly introduce "My best friend" to everyone. :)

I know it would have a happy ending.. he would indeed find
his feet again.. and enjoy life.. march to the beat of his
own drum still.. but this time he would find his dream.

Find his groove.. it's just taken a beating the last year
or so.. but it's there. And I know he will find it.. and it
will be wonderful. Because he is wonderful.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

"You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the
wilderness of your intuition.

What you'll discover will be wonderful.

What you'll discover will be yourself."

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And I can't explain how incredibly close to him I felt..on
the phone.. whispering to each other.. and then just me and
my tears.. keeping him company.. watching over him..
wanting to will the love of life back into him.. wanting
for everything to be okay. Wanting to hold him..

It was all I could do. It was enough.

Sleep well Agent Blunt...

You will be okay.

Just have to find your groove again..

I am here to help you.

Ms Trouble