nerd™

the anger games
2019-02-01 00:41:56 (UTC)

709 days. blank.

trying to enjoy the last few days of the break but something is just wrong. I feel terrible for no reason again.
I read 2 books, didn't enjoy them that much even though I should have. watched a few movies, wasn't interested in any of them. went outside with my siblings, wasn't that fun. been talking to a couple of friends, still nothing improves my mood.
I hate this so much. this empty feeling. the bleak hopelessness. like I'm never gonna accomplish anything in my life.
I keep trying to look forward to the future, but when I look at tomorrow, there's nothing there. I can't imagine a future. I just can't. everything is so.. empty.




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