ish

ish
2019-01-27 08:31:21 (UTC)

48 hrs......

seems like i have had this pain for eternity................trying to put is from me.....ugg hate failing.....buty i wasnt really given much of a chance.....just some peoples perspective i guess is not shared.......is the 21st century....and any man a fool not to know i have a brain .......can outthink most i know............so am trying to get over the grieveing stages ....am not really sure where i am atm........in denial still maybe..in shock for sure still.......am at a loss for words.....i can communicate with most people..but i think sometimes there are some that you just cant..........

so am gonna chalk it up to chemisty for what ever reason...thinking i just was less inhibited than most....probably the attraction.....but doesnt seem to be enough....and i no longer believe it love for him ...he wouldnt have just left without trying to talk...but i was to quickly dismissed.....not even a blink of an eye.............wow....whew...hurts..fuckin hurts..........................but you know....im ok.....fuck it..............fuck you......and all you fuckers ....i will never have another dom type again.....they all fucked in the head to treat me like they do....no consideration when i even tried to talk on it...simple minded asshats all of them egotisical fuckheads..arrogant prick swingin thick headed twisted ass fuckers.....bite me you can all go to hell...think he just turned me gay....i dont care if i have a prick again............let my hyman grow back completely now as is..lol isnt like it matters fuckin sick delussional .........HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL shred several pillows in the proceesss of my aggitation...which is all it is now..a fuckin irritation of the heart...what is that shit..is why its not worth it at all..cuse so easily ..one moment they saying ooo how much i mis and love you..then the next moment they blockin you and tellin you to fuck off and die.........grow the fuck up asshat...............never will i ever deal with a foriegn fucker again...or male for that matter....seeming i have more fuckin balls them most of them anyhow ....




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