Numb or what..
Feelings are like waves isn't it? They come and go.. Sometimes bigger than usual.
I guess I have more important and urgent things to worry about these days that I don't have time to think about my problems. Might be a good sign, so that I don't put myself in a shitty situation and feel like an idiot again. Or maybe I think of it so much I no longer want to think of it again. If so, Im glad to put everything behind me and start afresh.