Melody Wright

One Strange Soul
2019-01-25 15:32:04 (UTC)

All In

I only have two choices. Either go all in or get out of this marriage. In my heart of hearts I know I have been doing this half-heartedly. Some of the control issues are because of what I did in the past. I won’t defend myself against it. I’m guilty and there’s no sugarcoating it.
What I can do is be as kind and giving as I can right now. I can’t undo the past, but I can do my best in the present. Maybe by doing all I can do the emotional atmosphere will improve.
I don’t expect much change from him, but I’m not doing this for him. I’m doing it because it’s right. If after this our marriage fails, then at least I can say I gave it everything I had.




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