Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness
Listening to: Take me to Church - Hozier
"Be soft, do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree..you still believe it to be a beautiful place" ~Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.
My day was busy. The phone did not stop ringing the entire shift. I was a bit stressed when I received such a glowing review from someone I dealt with last week that my boss brought it to my attention. It was so sweet..He emailed it to me directly.. It said "I am writing in reference to your employee __________. I had dealings with her on Thursday January 17,2019. I just wanted to bring to your attention the impeccable service and compassion I was given by her during a very difficult and stressful time for myself and that of my family. . She went above and beyond to help us in ways even unrelated to her job description. When our dealings were done with her she was sure to reach out to me and ask if there was anything else she can do to assist our family at this trying time. I cannot express how much this and her meant to our family. I only hope you share this with her and express our deepest appreciation as when we left, she was not working. I wish all customer service had the compassion she does." This made me cry. I cannot say how much this meant. It made my day better and made me feel like I am making a difference. It shows something so easy to give can make a difference to someone..
"If you see someone without a smile..give them one of yours" ~Dolly Parton
My therapy went good.. I did cry.. as usual..I know I am a big baby lol. He was happy with my gratitude journal. We talked for 90 minutes and we discussed Him possibly reading my private submissive journal. I am not sure yet as it's very personal but how can he help me or see my growth if I am not expressing everything....who knows..we'll see.. I told Him I would think about it lol.
I am not seeing B tonight.. Unfortunately He had a family emergency today and He had to postpone.. It's ok.. I don't mind. I am thinking of maybe going to the gym tonight again. I like keeping busy in the evenings.. idle mind is the devils playground when it comes to my thoughts.. I need to stay busy.
I still haven't eaten. I need to call my doctors today I think.. My family and friends keep pushing me to eat..Even B..I just can't.. I am off tomorrow as I have an appointment at the hospital I have to attend. I will be having surgery soon and need to get that sorted. I am lil nervous about it but ultimately it will be best for me long term. I will see if I can get an appointment tomorrow morning before the hospital..
I am struggling a bit this evening.. need to go focus my mind elsewhere so going to go to the gym. I hope everyone has a wonderful evening❤