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2019-01-21 07:16:06 (UTC)

Early Morning

It's about 6:15am as I write this, I've only been awake 15 minutes. I'm not sure why I've woken up this early when I only crashed out about 1am. Yesterday was a real fat day, the best kind of day. My friend suggested that we go for food, so we tried this new place she had been talking about for a while called 'Slim Chickens'. It didn't disappoint, It was really good! I knew drinks were no doubt to follow afterwards, she's a terrible influence on me! So we drank for hours and talked about the stuff we usually do, high school, our future, relationships, life. We'll talk about literally everything and nothing. It was good fun. It was just nice to get out of the house, shes usually super busy too so when she actually wants to make plans with me, I take it as a pretty big compliment.

I spoke to Michelle a little bit yesterday and just wanted to clear things up with her, I didn't want her to think that I'm diving back into her life purely to try and pursue something with her. I wanted to make things right with me and her a long time ago and I figured if I don't do it now then I'll never get an opportunity to. We drifted apart a lot and that was my fault and whilst I did try to fix it, she was too hurt to contemplate it. Either way, things are fine now. Am I upset that she has a boyfriend? Yeah, probably a little. I had my chance though and I very much doubt I'll ever get another. I'm going to try not to dwell on it, as I mentioned before; I'm just going to try and be the best person that I can for her. She deserves the best.

I'm going to hopefully stay up for the day now. I'll tire myself out and get into bed hopefully for about 10pm ready for college tomorrow. I gotta stop this going to bed after midnight shit. I don't have any real plans for today so we'll see what happens, I would like to go for a run. I was thinking of a different route to the one I usually take, my legs have taken such a pounding recently though and I don't want to force anything. I'll see how I feel a bit later today, either way the exercise bike is a must. Aside from that, I'm going to dive into some Final Fantasy XIV for a while. I need to go and get some breakfast at some point, as I write this I have a glass of Ribena and a creme egg mousse on my desk, I like to keep things classy, haha. Jesus Edd...