Leon... I love you. Please put down the wall and call 112... you aren't safe anymore. Your dad will resort to violence soon, these situations are all too familiar. I've heard, it seen it, done it. it's been a month and things only gotten worse every single day. You don't want to die yet you talk suicidal. Why can't you just listen to me? you need to run away. escape your house, it's can't be home anymore, you need a sanctuary, a safe haven. You need to run away, it's the only answer at this point. killing yourself wont do any good. staying there taking more abuse is no better. you need to go now, it might be your only chance Leon. go while you can.
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