Canadian Cutie

Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2019-01-10 18:03:11 (UTC)

So many thoughts and no words

Listening to: Crazy for this girl - Evan And Jaron (oldie but a goodie)
She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl

It's felt like such a long day.. but it was a really good day at work. We had lots of laughs and I am getting a lot more responsibilities but not just from my boss but His boss.. When she wants something done now.. She comes to me.. Which I like, She said I give everything to the tasks I do and she's thankful to have me. Felt good.. It snowed a bit more but finally stopped. I am home from my hair appointment and about to take a nice hot bath with lush bath bomb an do a face mask, I had a conditioning treatment at the salon on my hair and now it feels so soft and looks like silk. After my bath my Sir is supposed to call on His train ride back to our city. He's been texting me about tomorrow but I kinda wish He wouldn't mention it because I am really nervous lol. We are meeting at 10am and I think we will have til 2ish, then I have to get home for my daughter and Him for His sons. It's kinda bittersweet. I need to focus on Him but all that's playing in my head is ..the last Dom I was alone with in any private way was my former Sir. I wish my heart would catch up to the rest of me :(

I don't know why every time I am writing here and playing music.. the song "Just give me a reason" keeps playing. It's a song that reminded me of my ex when we first broke up.. It was one of the ones that were difficult to listen to. I don't know why but I don't know why it plays and it isn't on a play list.

Not much else to say, my mind is many thoughts and I am not able to communicate them properly.. Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to form them better.. So I am going to go tonight and have my bath. I hope everyone has a great evening <3