My Memos To The Void
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2019-01-07 11:52:43 (UTC)

Letters to God: 2

Dear God,

I have been doing a lot of thinking, and soul searching, I am realizing that I do deserve something better. It doesn't take the love from my heart that I had for him, but it helps me realize that I will love another.
I have been stuck in bad dark places, and I have made mistakes, but I want to turn this around.
So, you think you can help me in this journey? I am hoping to find someone to be by my side, and help me learn to be the best version of myself, I am hoping that with time I will find the kind of person who I don't have to beg for flowers from, or cry about being neglected, that they will love me in all the ways he did correctly, and that they will go the extra mile beyond that.
Love isn't dead, it perseveres, but in order for me to see the good ending, in order to really find out when and how, i have to keep being patient and growing, instead of letting my hurt hold me hostage forever. I need to actually provide an environment where i can allow myself to grow and not be stifled.

Things will get better, and with your help, I will be seeing some beautiful changes.