Experienced Life
2019-01-03 22:40:41 (UTC)

How do I make right that other people made wrong?

I feel horrible. I heard some terrible bad news about something happening to someone. I didn't cry when I broke up with my ex gf. I didn't cry when other things happened to me. But when I heard what I heard, it hit me like a brick and I lost my man-card. It may have happened to someone a long time ago but it only hit me now. Today!!! I can't stand when my friends are hurting. That's the only thing I'm good for. But this was just too much. I dunno. I can't take it away. I can't fix it. I can't even comfort my friend because she's thousands of miles away.

I lost my ex gf and I don't even know why. Now I have a great friend and I can't even do anything to make her day better. I live so far away to help. I wish I could. I wish I could transfer and be near her to help make her life better and she would naturally do the same in return. But that's a pipe dream. I don't want anything from her. I just wish she would have a life of peace and serenity. But the one thing I'm good at, I can't even do. So sorry "M". I wish so much more for you and I wish so much that I could do more for you but I can't and it hurts not to be able to help you more!!!!