Do Not Disturb

2019-01-02 09:07:44 (UTC)

I Can't Stop Thinking About You

Dear journal,

Trying not to think about Derrick to much because I know he's not thinking about me. I just keep thinking when he told me he have a girlfriend.

I mean I wouldn't think he'd have feelings for me anyways amd all that stuff we've been through. He just basically used me and I let him because I thought he liked me as well. I knew the guy since we were little kids. I meant nothing to him. He has a girlfriend. I have a boyfriend. But no matter how many times I say that it leads me right back to thinking about him... Derrick.

First it was dreaming about him and now this.

I wouldn't think he would EVER go out with me anyway.

In fact, I wouldn't mind if, him and his so-called "girlfriend" ( whoever she is) broke up. That's just hurt talking.

Me and him will never happen... Not in a MILLION years

I can't believe I ever liked the guy and also can't believe I'm still writing about him.


What's wrong with me???

And why can't I get over him.

So far,2019 has been a bust.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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