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2019-01-01 23:25:55 (UTC)

1st Day of 2019

Tues Jan 1,2019 /Day 1
Wow! Today was the first day of the year. It went by pretty fast, Im not gonna lie.
I started off my day with wrestling from 10-12 which actually wasn’t that bad today since we didn’t go live and I kinda had an easier partner (Kyran). No offense to Carl or anything ‘cause he’s a great guy but he stinks and its not a regular sweat smell its something else. But anyway I pretty much slept all day and thought about ES. I don’t know why I can’t get my mind off of her. I was thinking about the good times with her (although I shouldn’t be) and I thought we had some good memories but deep down I know that 1) I can’t be with ES and 2) God has something better. I think why I can’t get over her is because 1) She’s is with another dude and prolly doing things I don’t wanna know with him and 2) ES was my best friend and really my only trye friend. That’s why I call her from time to time becuase no one else checks on me and I can’t have conversations with others like I did with ES. But ultimately I know she’s not right for me and kind of a bad influence on me. But I beleive with God’s help I will let her go soon.
Before this I was just looking on SC and IG and watchin The Office. I’m prolly gonna watch some more and then read the bible (1 of my resolutions). I am proud lf mysef becuase I did not jerk off today and hope to keep on this path.
Good Night! I’ll be back tomorrow night for the recap!




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