Canadian Cutie

Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2018-12-31 20:02:10 (UTC)

The pen is in your hand..

Listening to: Some lobby music, at work lol

A new year is like a blank book, and the pen is in your hands. It is your chance to write a beautiful story for yourself!

I have had some incredible memories and moments in 2018 but in between that, life taught me many tough lessons, I fell in love, I lost love, I learned to love myself, i learned to value myself. My heart was broken with a pain unlike any other, I learned where I needed to improve myself. Reminding myself how strong I am and once again finding the spark I somehow lost, finding me again. This year I promised myself to work harder than I ever have as well as value and appreciate myself and others like never be the best person I know I can be. My journey won't be perfect but hey, nothing ever is..

I went to bed at 9:30pm and missed new years coming in. I am not disappointed in that. I woke at 4 and there wasn't enough time to go to the gym so I hit the gym I have in the basement and managed an hour and 20 before I hit the shower and started getting ready for work. It's surprisingly fairly busy this morning when I came in for 7am and I took on a project for my boss which I managed to complete in an hour. Now I am just killing time til 1pm with a few minor things to do work wise as the day goes on. Not a bad day for double time and a half for working new years day :)
I cried myself to sleep last night, the sad memories of 2018. I allowed myself that little time to feel. Therapeutic I would say despite waking with red and swollen eyes. Thankfully they are gone now. I am remaining positive that 2019 will be a good year. Good vibes :)
Today I am just going to clean and purge, start 2018 off right. Have a stop to make after work but staying in the remainder of the day.
Well work is picking up a bit, will write more later.
I hope everyone had a safe New Years Eve and I hope 2019 is the best year ever <3