wet blanket
Ad 2:
Digital Ocean
Providing developers and businesses with a reliable, easy-to-use cloud computing platform of virtual servers (Droplets), object storage ( Spaces), and more.
2018-12-26 13:54:12 (UTC)

I feel like nothing, I feel as ..

I feel like nothing, I feel as if my existence is meaningless. It's not just a feeling, it is the bold and unacceptable truth.
If you want to deny me that truth you can all you like but it won't change my mind.
I make almost no difference to anyone's life currently as much as they would like to believe that i do. It would only take a couple of weeks or months for people to move past me.
Everyone wants to act like they know exactly what to say but in truth, no one does. No one but you.
And when you can't give yourself that support, no one can. So it's almost as if there's no point telling anyone about it because no matter what they say it won't change your mind. I feel like walking into the reserve again.