Faye

Faye
2018-12-19 14:37:23 (UTC)

2018

I am so glad that this year is almost done, the best part is yet to come, its been a crazy year for me , alot of things happened and i met a lot of great new people and lost a lot of good friends, but i guess thats all part of life.

started a new job early this year, after having to build my life together slowly, i got back into doing what i love , or at least in the same field of work i used to be in, it was a great change for me , as i kinda loved what i did, but unfortunately life happened and it pulled me out.

the last couple of months has not been so great , as i kept being ill on and off, and no doctor in this town knew what was wrong and they kept misdiagnosing me, which in my opinion made it a bit worse, but yeah we finally got to the point of that as well and now i only need to wait it out till feb next year, then ill know if something is still wrong, i dont like being ill as im quite active and i like spending time outdoors but this has made it impossible at times.

i also have been to more funerals this year than ever in my life, i usually avoid these kind of things, its so sad to loose friends at a young age, but then we will never understand why it happens. lost my grandpa too, it was very hard on my mum, as they were very close. I think Christmas is going to be even worse for her this year as she always went to visit them.

then there's my sister that got diagnosed with glaucoma, being diabetic its also not good news, i just wish all this bad stuff would end. Hoping they will get married somewhere in 2019 as its been going on forever, and she really deserves to be happy.

Sometimes i wish we could just start over somewhere , be happy and live a happy life, do what makes us happy and just be.

SO 2019, im hoping that you will be good to me. I have had enough tears and disappointment in 2018 and i just want to be happy, making memories with friends and spending time with family.




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