marielmia

Mariel is MIA
2018-12-17 17:23:50 (UTC)

He called. Now what?

i was beginning to write off Brian. i was starting the process of placing him in the friend zone, when he called. He was most excited to speak to me and raved about our Saturday night together. He asked me if i'm going to yoga tomorrow (yes) and that he'd meet me over there (YES). On the one hand, i'm happy but on the other, he is not what i am used to. Now, i am totally putting the performance issues out of the discussion here, cause everybody has them and we never know when hey strike. But there is something about him that i can't figure. M and a couple peeps out in diary land had some definite thoughts about him, but i'm not gonna make any rash choices right now, one way or another. i'm gonna try to be an adult (i am one, ya know) and make an adult relationship. i feel a little edgy on this dose of meds, but i'm OK. i don't want to change up anything right now. i need patience. Not my strong suit. i can't get in his head to know what he sees in me. Maybe not what other guys see in me. i know what Jermaine and Fedex see. I know what M sees and fuck i'm afraid of what Javier sees in me. Maybe it's time for a change?

Think with your head, Mariel, not the puss.




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