HunterNicole24

MyHeart
2018-12-13 05:44:31 (UTC)

Hurt

I've never felt like this before. I have had my heart broke plenty of times for plenty of reasons. But I have never felt like this. I feel like Im drowning. Like I cant catch my breath. I have no control over myself. I go nights without sleep. The nights I do sleep I dont want to wake up. I can barely get out of my bed. I eat all the time. I havent showered in 3 days. I have never felt like this before and I dont want to feel like this anymore. My head just keeps going and going so fast I dont even know what it keeps going about. I can fake a smile I can fake a laugh but when Im alone all I want to do is cry. I cant keep living this way but I dont know how to make it stop. I dont have suicidal thoughts but if I were to die that would be ok. I have no strength. I have no strive. I have no reason to keep going. Im hurting so bad inside that it physically hurts. It hurts. Everything hurts




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