Nala Toph

Written Thoughts
2018-12-11 13:20:23 (UTC)

Bad Dreams

Dear diary,

I've been having these bad dreams this morning. I was in bed with Leon, at this point we're grown up and live together, when I hear banging. I turn over to Leon and shake him so he wakes up and i tell him to put on his ear protection. I then grab a shotgun load a slug then a bird shot. I go out into the hall way when the door gets busted down, I fire the bird shot and it hits two guys but doesn't kill them since they are wearing body armor, so i fire the slug and it hits a man in the coronary artery. Then they say, put down all your weapons, this is the SWAT. Well damn if you said so in the first place I wouldn't have killed one your men. I so I slide the gun to them and and scream for my life, scream i didn't know, scream I'm sorry, and screamed for Leon. I run to our room and we cuddle up in a corner he's soothing my hair going, shh shhhh, everything is going to be alright, as I'm still screaming at the top of my lungs. eventually I stop screaming, not because I was okay but rather I lost my voice. They didn't kill us because they didn't say it was the SWAT at first, so the kill was legal I guess. I also had a dream where I had the twisted three bladed knife, this thing is very illegal, and I kept trying to kill Leon, but I fight my self and resist. I don't understand it. Why would I ever want to do such a thing? How could I hurt the ones I love? Is my brain trying to tell me it's not safe to date? Too many of my dreams have come to life. I had a dream where swastikas appeared with "We're back" spray painted on the walls, and now in real life swastikas are being put up around the valley! I'm so scared now.

Until next time, if there is one, this is Nala Toph...