alien

Mothership
2018-12-10 09:25:59 (UTC)

The human race might be fucked

But my race has hope.

Very soon I will go out. It will be most likely the same. It's enough to make me give up. But then I'm going out again after that. Hopefully it'll lessen the impact.
My friends are outright ignoring me, and I'm starting to get used to it. It's a bit inconvenient though when I ask for information and they don't respond. My boyfriend isn't helping either, I don't count him in. I used to have people to turn to for company when I was younger and it all seems to be fading away. I don't understand why people lie so much and aren't loyal, I literally don't understand. I suppose everyone else is like that too, at least towards people like me. It's disgusting. I wish I could shoot everyone I've met in school. Sometimes it feels like there's no hope for humanity. I also wish there were more people like me. Parents are destroying their kids. Everyone is destroying each other. It won't make a difference if I physically destroy them. Or if someone else does.

The day after tomorrow...may probably kill me. Don't see why I should hold my hopes high even though I have an alibi.
Next year will be the year I allow myself to hope to find people like me. Right now the only thing holding me back from killing alexandra is the law. I really don't want to kill myself. I still have things to do. People to discover.




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