Scream Above the Sounds
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2018-12-04 23:41:55 (UTC)

Leap Of Faith II

I hope for a good sleep tonight. It's been getting better, I just have a bad habit of screwing it up on the weekend and staying up late binge watching TV shows on Netflix and playing video games. I really need to break myself of that, I'll have plenty of time to dick around when I get two weeks off for the Christmas holidays. I've left some of my work until last minute which is due tomorrow so I've just stayed up finishing it off, I wanted to go to sleep at like 9pm tonight yet here I am, almost 11pm. Oops.

I don't think we're getting a dog anymore. I say 'I don't think', I know we aren't getting one anymore. The people who supposedly offered the dog to my mum have decided to pull out. I can't say I blame them, I can't imagine it's easy to do, parting with a dog they've had for X amount of years. I don't think any owner could do it. My mum is really gutted though, I've suggested maybe a rescue dog or something like that. She said she would think about it. She's always wanted a dog and the fact my dad agreed to it shouldn't change anything if we aren't getting one now, she should look elsewhere. I hope she considers it.

I actually asked a girl at my college out today, not in person obviously, I'm not about that life. I feel pretty bad for her, she's a mother and I don't think she has much of a life outside of college. I gravitated towards her pretty early and she was actually the first person I ever spoke to because we got paired together in our first lesson. She's really sweet, the only thing that bothers me is that she smokes, but that's no big deal really. So yeah, I gave her a message and asked her if she wanted to go out sometime and she seems interested. I figured, why not? Things are getting better and I'm trying to look forward, onwards and upwards etc. I don't know when, probably after christmas or something. I'm not sure what she thinks of me really, I mean she must be somewhat interested or intrigued by me if she agreed. She 'bullies' me a little in college, in a cute way. She's always trying to embarrass me and forcing me to do presentations first, stuff like that, it's funny. We walked home together today, she's really easy to talk to and who knows? maybe something is there. She has a child but that doesn't bother me too much, I don't want to look too much into this. We'll see how things go if/when we go out.

Aside from that, I've got my job interview/assessment on Thursday at 4pm. I spoke to my friend in college about it a little today. It sounds similar to something I did before years ago when I worked at an old retail job. It was a 'group interview' in front of a load of managers/supervisors and it involved a bit of roleplay. Roleplay is easy for me because of my acting background but it becomes quite awkward when people aren't invested or laugh or just don't do it properly. I mean, I'm not the 'role play police' but if we're gonna do it, lets do it right, you know? I'm quite confident I'll be fine. I just need to figure out the route from my college and I'm sure it'll be good. Maybe I'll start my first shift this weekend, that would be pretty sweet. I should sleep good tonight, I hope so.


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