Phillip Wilson

Amazingly, I survived my Life
2011-09-30 00:05:10 (UTC)

2004 REVIEW (PART TEN)

March- Childersburg, AL (conti

Obviously I will never be voluntarily offered, or provided with, health insurance! The only way I will ever gain access to them is with legal action by way of the Equal Employment Commission, or whatever. Only I don’t want to have Joyce and/or Leslie suffer on my behalf.
Technically, Leslie works for a federal program: Adult Basic Education. Joyce may insist that Leslie receives pay (her salary) from a different fund than do the regular employees of C.A.C.C. But I don’t think such makes a difference: The raison d’etre for a two-year college is for community education.
That Joyce lied to me makes her as guilty as Ronnie and Leslie! I doubt if Joyce even asked about my right-to-benefits, as she swears she did!

(acerca de 4:03 P.M.) I rather have a root canal than to go grocery shopping with granny! It was a perfectly good almost-two hours of a gorgeous day, with lighting by Phoebus.
Spring has been replaced by Fall as the evenings become coolish and the afternoons - as today - limit their movement to the upper-60⁰’s (F).
More wind today: And that’s the problem!
As I told David earlier today, don’t let this nice warm weather fool you: The change of seasons is always inviting! Then the old season tr__ for a come-back! April could be “mean” and “ugly”!
Between 5:30 and 5:45 yesterday, I watched N.B.C NEWS and ABC NEWS.

(acerca de 4:58 P.M.) Don’t forget how Rick Santoruim (?), the Republican senator from Pennsylvania, reacted to the Texas sodomy case: He swore that there is no protection of privacy in the United States Constitution. Needless to say,, Senator Santoruim (?) was only trying to stop homosexuality with his hatred a privacy!
No doubt this homophobia created a mathematical imbalance that same-sex marriages could only rectify!

(acerca de 5:55 P.M.) A ban on miscegenation: It’s hard to believe that the Alabama Constitution waited until the year 2000 to even attempt the removal of the ban!
By the way, Roy Moore, Miscegenation ban is a publically denial and denouncement of “God.” You are so concern with obeying what you think is an “order” to publically recognize “God”! How about all those amendments that publically denounce “God”?
I’m sure that the ban on misegenation is only one of many ways the Alabama Constitution kicks “God” in the nuts!

(acerca de 6:16 P.M.) It came up in the conversation yesterday evening that I told David that Martha Stewart (recently convicted on ethics violations) can teach a course on Business Ethics. Joyce added that Ms. Stewart can be assisted by Richard Scrusky (?), the former C.E.O. (?) of Health South.
Martha Stewart, who is a decorator, cook, etc, advisor, can offer suggestions for decorating one’s prison cell, David added.
Game Show host Chuck Woolery (?) - LINGO, LOVE CONNECTION - was, at one time, married to Jo Ann Pluge (?). As I told Joyce yesterday evening - LINGO was playing on the Family Room television - the best thing that Jo Ann Pluge (?) ever did was to get rid of Chuck Woolery (?)!

(acerca de 6:36 P.M.) Joyce told me something yesterday evening that I didn’t know: Amy Rodgers (C.A.C.C.) has multiple sclerosis! She is on medication - drugs - but I had no idea!
I’ll tell you how it came about that I found this fact out: MATCH GAME was on television yesterday evening. One of the contestants looked like the country singer Donna Fargo, who has MS.
Former Mouseketeer Annette F___ (?) also has multiple sclerosis.

(8th, About 7:10 A.M.) The only reason I went yesterday (grocery shopping) was because David didn’t want to go.
However, he will be taking granny to get her medicine later today. Jokingly, I told him yesterday evening that he is somebody special that he can get out of dealing with granny!
Before leaving, I stated to Joyce,”Let’s get this over with!” Her reply was curt and hateful.
On__ the shopping had been done and I was back in the car (the back seat, behind, the driver), Joyce started in pretending to be Ronnie Harkins: She brought up the fact, out of nowhere, that the rock garden at CACC is looking bad, with all the weeds. I “explained” about “Saint Eric” refuses to get a supply, and that he is so possessive of things anyway. Then Joyce “questioned” me why Milt didn’t have any.
When I stated that I didn’t care anymore, Joyce articulated that I would be fired.
Then Joyce said that she would talk to Leisa.
I didn’t not “give in” to Joyce, even though her mood was affected supposively by her knee. Some of the mood may well have been, but unusual circumstances only overactivate the emotional state of an individual, and it is relative to where the mood is in the first place!
The special circumstances don’t affect the behavior as such, but “weakens” the “protection” which a person uses to shield the emotion from the public.
In other words, the knee pain only made it possible for Joyce to reveal her true self, unlike what she usually does!

(acerca de 7:43 A.M.) After leaving the grocery store (Winn Dixie), Joyce went to “pick-up” Kayla. She (Joyce) had, before the shopping spree, told granny that she (Joyce) wouldn’t be going for Kayla.
Joyce’s main problem is that she “refuses” to be indifferent to anyone: She basically “honey drips” to a person’s face, but is very negative about the person when s/he has her/his back “turn”! This is the only way she will ever, or have ever, deal/dealt with people.
Instead of rejecting granny as someone unworthy of the label “mother,” she (Joyce) makes her believe she’s (granny) respected, but all along Joyce resents her (granny). And Joyce does not handle resentment well _t all!
I did not let Joyce “bully” me. After Joyce left the car to get Kayla, granny tried to “bully” me about losing my job, but her (granny’s) main concern is that I ignore Joyce when she is a bitch as she was yesterday. Being that Joyce is a bitch at all times, I try to avoid her at all times!
David was wrong. His mother is not like granny: His mother is much worse than granny!
Kayla was over here from about 4:00 until a little after 7:00.
Joyce decided that she didn’t want to be around any of us during diner. Which no body cared if she sulked with her food in the Family Room while David, Kayla, granny, and I sat at the table in the kitchen!
I doubt if Joyce was being kind, and intentionally staying away from us in order to spare us her temper!
If Joyce wouldn’t prop her knee up on the coffee table (her leg, that is) with it (the knee) unsupported! Gravity will only counter anything the doctor may have done. And if the knee continues in pain, it’s not anything the physician did or didn’t do!
But I don’t care! Possibly the only thing available for Joyce is to learn how to handle the “sub-normal” knee and to prevent any additional damage. Kind of the way I am having to re-adjust my life to humor the hemorrhoid!
Which, by the way, is sending forth blood once again!

(acerca de 8:47 A.M.) Most, if not all, of the people that urge a “theocracy” in this country are people that are not able to do things for themselves. I am not stating what I mean very well, but put it th_ way: If I had a choice between Bill Reeves leading the country, or “God,” I’ll take the latter in a heartbeat!
Most of the factors that is contributing to Joyce’s moodiness is David’s visit. I don’t know exactly who it is, but it use to be Linda that was the influence: Whenever Linda, either alone or with Tommy (her first husband) would visit, Joyce would become more of a bitch. Even a bitch like granny was concerned, so “you” know Joyce must have been bad!
I found David watching QUEER EYES FOR THE STRAIGHT GUY (Bravo) yesterday afternoon. If David is “gay,” then who cares, except his mother, his sister, his brother-in-law, his granny, his aunt (maternal): People that don’t matter in the least!

(acerca de 10:00 A.M.) I was in Oxford, Ohio, when I first heard about vice-president Dan Quayle’s attack on “Murphy Brown”: Specifically, I was walking down a street on the Miami University campus.
After I saw the actual comment made by the “veep,” and not just the deconstructed gossip I have been hearing since the attack occurred in the early-1990-’s, on 101 REASONS THE ‘90’s RULED (9-10:00 P.M., E!), I, in a sense, agree with Quayle: “Murphy Brown” has a child out of “wedlock”and is excited about it. It didn’t, and doesn’t, do much for the “war” against teen-age pregnacies, now did (does) it?
The entire E! Program is a valuable retrospective on the 1990’s. It is cultural history at its - well, semi-best!
Great cultural antropology!
I was off the road by 1993: There is no excuse for having “missed” most of what the show presents!

(acerca de 3:40 P.M.) I’ll be go to hell! if Milt didn’t bring up weed spray as I was hurrying from the administration building around 3:15! I had found some paper along the sidewalk in front of the building and I took the load to the trash can underneath a pencil sharpner not far from the secondary entrance/exit.
Milt has stopped on his way home to speak with Ronnie. My side was on the way: I saw the truck coming on the highway from the north.
Did Joyce whine to Ronnie about the appearance of the rock garden? As we were leaving, Milt, on my right, said he was waiting for the weed killer, that he had the sprayer (as if I didn’t know).
If only I hadn’t counted the parking spaces for Joyce that afternoon over a year ago! Now she thinks she can control my work day!
That will “learn”me to be nice!
While I was laying concrete on the “ramp” leading from the main entrance/exit of the administration building, Ronnie stopped. He “approved” of what I am doing.
It was - and is - a fantastic day for laying concrete: The low-60⁰’s (F), a dark, Cloudless sky, overabundance of shine. The only drawback was - is- the Wind: Even if there were weed-killer on hand, the Blower wouldn’t have allowed it!
The gardens I have created are in full bloom. The flowers that Ronnie chose for Winter - well, he was sold “a bill of goods”! They are just now as they should be!

THE MCLAUGHLIN GROUP (12:30-1:00 P.M., P.B.S.) and the final twenty or so minutes of LAW AND ORDER: CRIMINAL INTENT (8-9:00 P.M., N.B.C.) ended my build-up to the 1990’s retrospective!
During the video that was played for Kayla Saturday evening, David, as I use to do, was very critical of the “camera work” and other technique. Joyce was critical of him for being so critical of the children’s sing-along. I reminded both to remember the intended audience!

(acerca de 4:42 P.M.) I remember the controversy surrounding the movie in which Mary (the mother of Jesus) is a young basketball player, and Joseph (the father of Jesus) is a taxi driver (?). This was over fifteen years ago (the big ado, that is). As a result of all the negative publicity, people flocked to see the film.
All the criticism served only to create a mathematical imbalance that only popularity could make right! If critics had kept their mouths shut, the imbalance wouldn’t had developed!
There must exist a mathematical balance in all historical “era.” For instance, the Enlightenment had to result in the “evils” of the Industrial
Revolution: The human suffering, the abject prov_ty, etc.
Nothing comes without a “price.” The more advance the technology, the more terrible is the social and economic upheaval!
If the Roman Empire hadn’t been so “__ __,” there would never had been a Jesus! I heard one time that “messiahs” only appear in the Middle and Far East, for that was where the imbalance occurred.
Which makes one wonder what will happen when the United States “cleans” up (according to it) the above-mention areas of the world! Jesus will never come again! He won’t be needed! He was only a cause-and-effect creature!
$1.93 for a pack of cigarettes. And those three bags of leaves I gathered Saturday? Well, there’s only two now! And one is opened! Leaves have been re-deposited in the gutter! The handiwork of Colton Veazy? Robert Burdick’s grand-sons? If the former, the behavior must be curtailed immediately before the child gets out of control!

(9th, About 7:20 A.M.) “You” probably don’t want to “hear” this, but “you’ are anyway: When I attempted to “turn on” my room’s illuminating lamp early yesterday morning, a brief fash was all that I received as a response and then I was again in the dark. I was forced to pee in my piss bottle by the light of the television.
But all is well now! In fact it was yesterday morning at the time: A replacement bulb took over the lighting service!
David “begged” the gods when he came in Saturday to let him have grown! He’s about 5’10” as his father is, but wants desperately to be my height.
His trousers don’t sho__ any vertical change. His shirts are not adhering to his body as on an extant television commercial.
David stood next to Bill, who is about 6’3,” and claims to be nearly a tall.
It’s unfortunate that a man is judged by two things in most societies: His height and the length of his penis .

(acerca de 7:56 A.M.) I’m assuming “you” know that the statement that was something like “Family make quarrel, but family is still the basic unit of society!” is complete “hogwash”! Just because Family share the same blood doesn’t mean that the members should live under the same roof! I am proving that every day!
If Family is as great as it is alleged to be, then why do so many people marry or kill themselves in order to escape or punish the Family that suppose to be providing a secure environment?
In picking up cigarette butts from the ground, I often times move forward using the “Hinny Hike” means of prop_llsion. Moving along non-stop, I gather butts as I go!
I was told during the most recent dental appointment - I have forgotten by whom - that molars are no more than “supernumeraries.” I was in the dental chair, and X-rays has shown that I still have molar teeth, which I thought I had extracted years ago.
The joke that molars reveal half one’s life span was the bases of my declaration that I was going to live a long time, and it fell on “deaf ears”!

(acerca de 8:33 A.M.) In the novel “Hound of the Baskerville,” the “Stapleton” woman is not killed, only beaten half to death.
In the film version recently shown on P.B.S., the “Stapleton” woman does, indeed, get “died”! That re-write without the approval of the author (Arthur Conan Doyle) irritates me. But it is not un___l for GREAT PERFORMANCES and/or MYSTERY! to take liberties with the classics in order to satisfy the literary frustrations of the viewer.
But it is appauling the way the Hammer Company perverted the novel, “Hound of the Baskerville,” when it made a film based on the novel (7-8:30 P.M., T.C.M.)! Although one can’t expect otherwise from a production company that “re-invented” Dr. Frankenstein and his monster, so that people confused, and still confuse, the creation for the creator.
It would be like calling all of us “God”!
There’s nothing wrong with using some of the features of a novel in a movie. But, for Pete’s sake, have the curtesy to at least use a different title! This film should no more be called HOUND OF THE BASKERVILLE that my version of “Acts Without Words (I),” considering the additions I made to the original Samuel Beckett script, should be titled ACTS WITHOUT WORDS (I)! I had the compassion to make the movie THE FALL!

(acerca de 3:40 P.M.) “Can I keep ‘em?” There are several trying desperately to get in the kitchen door! And who can blame them? That wind is strong and cold! Why, that Wind has hammered Mercury down to the low-50⁰’s (F)!
The Wind has been bast__dly the entire day! I joked with Richard (Eric’s helper) that I needed a sandbag tried around my neck so that I wouldn’t be blown away! But the air hasn’t been this cold all day! Phoebus withstood the Wind just as long as It (Phoebus) could! It was then that Wind forced air, at gun point, to carry Cold!
At this writing, Phoebus is once again on the throne, having been fortified by rest.
It will rain, however! I know it will because I watered the flowers and the shubbery in front of the administration building!
“Sherlock Holmes” (played by Peter Cushing) shouldn’t touch the “hound” in HOUND OF THE BASKERVILLE: The “hound,” once killed, is only a wooden stand-in for the real “hound” earlier in the film. For when Mr. Holmes makes contact with it, the “hound” is too stiff: It hadn’t been dead that long.
But this is in keeping with the cheapness of the entire movie!
The movie is realistic, not naturalistic, right? As I understand the terms, the latter is a style of acting in which the “characters” are fully developed. That is, each is affected by external - and internal - factors. There is a cause and effect. Whereas with realistic acting, the props, costuming, setting, and other “non-acting” elements are illusions of reality, but the characters are only one-dimensional.
If I am correct, then realism in the theatre is something I can live without!
I will not critique THE NEWSHOUR WITH JIM LEHRER (5:30-6:25 P.M., P.B.S.): In theory, non-fiction theatre is both realism and naturalism. But is non-fiction theatre really non-fiction? How much fantasy is in non-fiction theatre? Probably more than people think!

(acerca de 4:30 P.M.) I have always said that it would take years for this country to get back to fiscal normalcy after Ronald Reagan and his horrible deficit, which his presidency “ran up”! I don’t know what periodical I was reading when I was confirmed in what I had said (“The Daily Home”? “The Humanist”?), but the article - which may have referred to fired Secretary of the treasury (under George W. Bush, who else?) Paul O’Neil - stated that over two decades were required to build-up a fiscal surplus, and along comes Bush!
All this hundreds of millions dollars George W. Bush has for his re-election campaign? Where do “you” think it came from? Tax refunds! Especially the refund that went to the wealthy!
I didn’t watch, by choice, all of the NEWSHOUR: As I said before, I refused to be drawn into the Martha Stewart legal case!
Did you know that if not enough sand is combined with cement, the concrete will crack? Such is happening to the batch I laid yesterday. Which is why i do a little at a time: It is on-the-job training for me, and I can always make adjustments the next batch!

(acerca de 7:45 P.M.) The answer is: It is better if one is kind and good by second-nature as to being kind and good by afectation or habit. Take someone like Joyce: Any mental or emotional upset will make a person “forget” the affectation or habit. Whereas second-nature is always with a person, come hell or high water!
The question: A Philosophy course by correspondence from the University of Alabama, even though I was living in Tuscaloosa at the time.
The time was: 1994.
One of the question on a test had something to do with whether it is better to be kind and good (or some positive trait [s]) from second-nature or from affectation or habit.
Over or almost ten years for a basic philosophy question! That has to be a record!
In a conversation with Milt around 2:30 this afternoon in the shop, I was told about the 3-4 dogs that Eric housed in the old warehouse (behind Building “H”) a few years ago. The animals live there day and animals live there day and night! Not only was that animal cruelty, but also illegal!
Doggie “stuff” was all over the inside of the warehouse, Milt told me.
That boat being stored in one of the buildings on campus? Milt said that Eric told him that the boat belong to Dr. Cornell, the C.A.C.C. president, and not him (Eric). The boat is supposively the personal property of Dr. Cornell. To Eric’s feeble mind, the Cornell possession makes the storage above board. But personal property, no matter who the “personal” is, is not permitted use of state-supported property!

(10th, About 7:11 A.M.) I was wondering why Jimmy Crowe was grinning like he was last Friday afternoon! I was afraid it was because he was ---
When my hair becomes longer than short, I look like a young Albert Einstein. Or Larry of The Three Stooges. It is a perfect “clown hair”: Which would be ulitized more if ever I return to active clowning!
Both Milt and I agreed that Melanie Bolton sh___ be in charge of C.A.C.C. (Childersburg). She is the assistant Provost, has a doctorate (Ph.D? Ed.D?).
In fact, I am more qualified to be the head of C.A.C.C. than Ronnie Harkins if academic degrees are the determining factor: Ronnie only has a Bachelor’s, and we all know that I have a Master’s!
As at F.S.U., the television in the cafetorium at CACC picked-up the College Television Network, or whatever the “esotic” channel is. The network is a lot like M.T.V. According to Milt, the television was dis-continued (even though the ‘boxes” remain in the Cafetorium) because the network offended Joyce Gidden’s (the “director” of Upward Bound) religious beliefs. If Milt is correct, what Joyce Giddens did was illegal: Attempting to impose religion on students by a faculty member!
Joyce Giddens’ husband is name “J.M.” Kayla and David play Upward Bound, and invoke “J.M.” in so doing. This play has been going on for many months.

(acerca de 7:40 A.M.) NBC NIGHTLY NEWS (5: 30-6:00 P.M.) yesterday evening - I watched parts of it in the Family Room - carried a “package” of photographs of “heavenly” bodies, taken from outer space. The pictures offer conclusive proof that earth is really nothing compared to he beauty of other inhabitants of the cosmos.
Seeing those photographs makes one realize the truth: That “God” was created by Humankind in its own image so that it would have something over which it would have control. Obviously, Nature (in this case, outer space) is not going to stoop to fulfil Humankind’s demands! No, it is a “distance,” impersonal Nature. “God” is the “personal, caring” instrument.


There is absolutely nothing wrong with acknowledging “God.” But don’t go around deluding “yourself”: Realize and publically announce the fact that “God” is needed for the sake of the san__y of the human “race”! “God” has to exist for “our” self-esteem, seeing that Nature has bigger and better things to worry about than us mortals!
The conversation started yesterday afternoon with Milt with my telling him that Ronnie Harkins and Dr. Cornell had been in “conference” by the loading dock (behind the book store). They were there when I pass around 2:30. Milt had seen them there a few minutes earlier.
For over a year, plans for book store enlargement have been “underway.” But, as I asked Milt, are they only pipe dreams (which I don’t think he knew the term) or actual plans.

(acerca de 8:17 A.M.) Kayla came home with Joyce, shortly after 5:00. Later, in the kitchen, granny allowed Kayla to help get her (Kayla) own food, from the stove. It was not a good idea.
I was standing “behind” granny and Kayla and made my comment. David enterred the kitchen from the Family Room, and rubbed it in to granny that I had “gotten on to her.” Granny then “declared” to me, “How many kids have you raised?” I said “Whatever that means!”
Later, before Layla had even finished her meal, granny offered her a slice of home-made cheese cake.
Granny gave birth to four children! That is not the same as raising four children! Women like granny, Joyce, Anita Matlow, etc, confuse the two and think erronously that since men can’t give birth to children, they no nothing about raising them.
Kayla is waist-high to me. As she was departing with her father around 7:40, she hugged me as I remained erect. It just so happened that my penis is a dormanant force inches below my waist.

After the hug, Kayla looked straight up at me and said something which I think related to the feel she received from my penis.
Now where did Kayla learn about the penis? I can’t help it if my penis protrudes! But how does Kayla know that it is a “restricted” area?

(acerca de 8:54 A.M.) David enrolled
in a “research” course.
I was enrolled in a “research” course when I was in graduate school.
The instructor for the “research” course for which David is enrolled is female.
The instructor of the “research” for which I was enrolled was female.
According to David, the instructor of the “research” course of which he is enrolled “doesn’t know what she’s doing.”
The same thing I could say about Carrie Sandhl (?), the instructor of the bibliography/research course I “took” at F.S.U. in the Fall of 1998!
The only difference is that the research course which David is involved is in the journalism department at the University of Mississippi, whereas the research course with which I was involved was in the theatre department at the Florida State University.
Surely not every last one of the research courses in the United States higher education is as the one David is “taking,” and like the one with which I was involved?

(acerca de 3:52 P.M.) After a few minutes of HANNITY AND COHMS (8-9:00 P.M., Fox News) and possibly other news programs, I “caught” the final twenty minutes or so fo SOUTH PARK (8:30-9:00 P.M., Comedy Central) yesterday evening.
A few minutes of ON THE RECORD (9-10:00 P.M., Fox News), then on to NIGHTNEWS WITH AARON BROWN (9:10:00 P.M., C.N.N.) for the “first” part.
Somewhere along the line, I watched SCAREBOROUGH COUNTRY (?) (Fox News).
In a discussion of time with my African American bus driver this morning, I brought forth a mathematical puzzle: A “minute” on the job is longer than a minute at other times. How can that be?
Well, when I’m laying concrete, “time flies when you’re having fun!” That’ what I did mainly today.
And a good day for it: No Clouds in the sky to hinder Phoebus for a direct assault! The air was heated to the mid-50⁰’s (F) as a result.
It’s a good thing that i washed Deah’s jacket: it was near-freezing yesterday evening! It seems that Fall is giving the area one final “shot” before Heat assumes command!
When the African American “community” or the Hispanic community or women or labor or etc, is expected to vote as the leadership dictates, that is profiling! It’s really as bad as police profiling!

(acerca de 4:38 P.M.) Forget what I wrote above: The program is SCARBOROUGH COUNTRY (9-10:00 P.M, MSNBC).
And it’s HANNITY AND COLMES, as well as ON THE ROAD WITH GRETA VAN SUSTEREN.
Speaking of Greta Van Susteren, even Joyce, several months back, commented on her frightful appearance! Ms. Van Susteren use to have a show on CNN (co-host of FOR THE RECORD), and she apparently had some kind of cosmetic surgery on her face as a condition to work at the Fox News Channel!
Greta Van Susteren didn’t look all that great to begin with! Her mouth slants up from left to right! Cosmetic surgery can only do so much! One must meet technology half-way!
1993 in Louisville, KY: Richard Pereles “made fun” of my statement that one doesn’t sing “opera” in recital! Instead one sings classical voice. Opera is a form of theatre, not a style of singing!

(acerca de 6:24 P.M.) Isn’t terrorists in the business of “nation-building” Is the Bush administration only “fighting fire with fire”?
As I recall, the Goldern Rule goes something like this: “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” (Not “He who has the gold, rules,” although we all know that what happens in real life! Forget about this “democracy” nonsense! It’s only a cover-up, while people are st___ from by the oligarchy!)
The more the United States tries to re-shape the Arab world in its own image, the more the Arab world will try to re-shape the United States in its image!
Isn’t it a paradox: The United States claims that it had to get rid of Saddam Hussein because he used force on his own people to bring them in line, while at the same time, the United States uses force against other countries - its own fellow humans - to bring them under control!

(11th, About 7:24 A.M.) Cold and Sleep took turns with me this morning! I remember Cold’s abuse, but since I can’t recall Joyce’s preparation for work, I can’t say that I remember Sleep’s abuse!
The woman that is the “director” of the computer lab at C.A.C.C.: She is the same height lying down as she is standing up!
Please explain the note to me: From February 22, 2004. Granny criticized the fact that I would empty a can of soft drink into my work bottle, instead of relying on the soft drink from a 2-liter bottle! The only thing I can figure is that by transferring soft drink from a can to my bottle means that there is a can to recycle! Why that is a bad thing I have no idea!

(acerca de 7:48 A.M.) The commercial with “Jimmy” came on the television Tuesday evening. Sitting on a stool, “Jimmy” explains about making hamburgers for years un- one day, he receives a telephone call for an unusually thick patty, with Angus beef, no less. It (the caller) was Hardee’s, a fast-food chain.
Why does “Angus” carry a bad reputation? That’s what I heard Joyce say (in her regular seat on the couch), as if ‘Angus” means “___” or something. She had me so confused that I semi-ignored her! (I was in my Family Room seat, the rocking arm chair).
I told myself to take better notes than I have! There is a lot of dialogue that I have let get away. I must do better and follow my instincts!
Could it be that I am “rebelling” against Journal? Do I secretly resent It? Hopefully this literary ‘misbehavior” is only temporary!

(acerca de 8:15 A.M.) Wind has herded a bunch of leaves against the south external wall, by the garbage cans and the electric (?) meter. What It will do with them I have no idea!
Or maybe the leaves have huddled together as shelter against the cold.
“Einstein is a Bitch!”: A take-off on Philip Glass’ “Einstein on the beach” opera. Being that my unrully hair makes my Einstein’s possible great-grandson, when I get myself my intellectually fit to portray Albert Einstein - I can only show Einstein as a goofball if I am opposite that charactization - I just might look into such a clown show!
In spite of the fund- raising by public television, I managed to see a good portion of THE NEWSHOUR WITH JIM LEHRER (5:30-6:25 P.M., P.B.S.) yesterday evening.
It’s a matter of poor timing: Surely supporters won’t fall for the last-minute change of heart that George W. Bush is doing solely for his re-election campaign! Of course, Bush’s supporters don’t realize that what he is attempting is a desperate attempt at re-inventing himself into a lover of democracy!

(acerca de 8:43 A.M.) I wonder if Al Gore’s refusal to allow Bill Clinton to campaign for him has anything to do with his (Gore’s) not taking over the White House? I understand Clinton and Gore had a shouting match in the Oval Office late in Clinton’s second term.
Tipper Gore would have made a much better First Lady than Laura Bush! So there has got to be some behind-the-scenes machinations by Bill Clinton!
Do you mean to tell me that Bill Clinton sacrificed four years of the United States to George W. Bush just because of a personal feud? Did Clinton count on the lives lost in Afghanistan and Iraq due to Bush’s policies, and quite possibly 9/11 and Haiti?
Bill Clinton may agreed to Al Gore as a successor, because if Al Gore hadn’t been the Democratic nominee, people would have known that something wasn’t right! And Clinton knew that Gore’s chances for consideration in 2004 were very low.
I’m not saying that this is how it was! But think about it: This is the United States of America! It could have very well happened like I described it!

(acerca de 3:45 P.M.) I have always wondered how a jetplane managed to get within striking distance of the World Trade Center! It’s not as if the center is on the edge of the city!
But a mistake - a deadly mistake - can be forgiven. However, that another plane, more or less following the same flight “route”: There’s more than a “mistake” at that point! It was either a case of downright incompetence, or pre-arranged!
It has been said that pre-9/11 intelligence predicted an attack by sea. Supposively, that’s where the “authorities” were looking! But that sounds like the Bush administration is only covering its “ass”!
Up until 9/11, George W. Bush was laughable as a “leader”! Then, all of a sudden, his guidance became invaluable.
Something seems “fishy”! Especially since he (Bush) is “running” for re-election on the “leadership” he supposively provided!
I can still recall, during the late-1970’s (or was it earlier?), people in the counter-cultured claiming that “Puff the Magic Dragon” was a song about “dope.”
In 1968 (I guess the Peter, Paul, and Mary song came out when I was still in high school), while I was attending the Speech and Hearing Clinic at the University of Alabama that summer, a couple of the intern therapists presented a “satire” on the song, “Puff the Magic Deodorant.” I wished I had written down the lyrics!
As a fund-raiser, the Alabama Public Television presented PETER, PAUL, & MARY: CARRY IT ON: A MUSICAL LEGACY (7-9:00 P.M.) yesterday evening. I used the pledge breaks (three of them) for reading, preparing for work, etc).
THE NEWSHOUR WITH JIM LEHRER (5:30-6:25 P.M, P.B.S.) was also interrupted by pledge break, though only one.
Another gorgeous day: A lush, Cloudless, blue sky, heavy-laden with “Yellow,” and the lower-60⁰’s (F).
In addition to watering the flowers, I laid a small patch of concrete, using a paint roller. A visiting employee of the C.A.C.C. system (a male in his early-40’s[?]) was amazed that I was using a paint roller, exclaiming that he “had never seen a person lay concrete with a paint roller!”
How was I suppose to know that such is never done? A paint roller works, especially for adding a, ___ I said incorrectly, a “fatima,” although I meant “patina”!
The man “scared” me by coming from behind and starting the discussion. As he was leaving, he apologized for the ‘fright” he gave me!
A pack of cigarettes from Allen’s Food Mart for $1.93.

(acerca de 4:47 P.M.) Wouldn’t it be great if life was structured? I would be guaranteed an equal amount of reports throughout the day.
But life “ain’t” structured! It doesn’t co-operate! It doesn’t unfold on “your” schedule!
Everything doesn’t happen in the morning. Sometimes I must wait for things to occur. However, I always manage, somehow, to get my 5-6 pages of journal-writing each day!
As I was waiting for the bus this morning, granny asked me if I worked with the flowers, or ordered the flowers? Now, I wonder where she got that - the latter - idea? Could it be from a woman name Joyce?
There is a television “commercial” suggesting that corporations pay more taxes so that teachers’ pay won’t be cut. It - the commercial - is from the office of Governor Riley.
Surely he jests! How do “you” think the state got the corporations here in the first place! Why would they come or stay in/to Alabama if it would cost them money?
It looks as if teachers must take a salary decrease so that others may have a job!

(acerca de 6:22 P.M.) Of course fast food will make one fat! What do you think it will do? But there is a thing called “exercise,” where “you” move the body, which requires calories, which one gets in plentiful supply from fast food restaurant.
So the only way one can prove fast food has made her/him fat - put it this way: One cannot prove that fast food results in obeisity, then there are so many external factors!
Besides, how dare “you” outlaw cheeseburgers when the First Lady is about to be Teresa Heinz Kerry, the ketsup lady!
A Neo-Prohibition to the United States Constitution?
It was Tuesday evening when Joyce questioned the use of the term “Angus,” did I tell you that?
Saturday evening, after Bill and Leslie had left with Kayla, David commented that Bill pulls up his trousers like an old man.
My “girlfriend” bus driver, as I was de-bussing this afternoon at the “bottom” of the driveway, asked me if I had much to do with my neighbor, pointing to the home of Jim Veazy. I explained about Colton’s future behavior. She told me that, her husband being a friend of Jim’s, that he (my girl friend’s husband) feels the same way about Colton.
Two notes that just may come in handy - for somebody: Was Jesus only a victim of an auto-de-fe (yes, I re-read “Candide” by Voltaire”)?
The Founding Fathers were big advocates of the Goldern Rule: He who has the gold, rules!
Sunday Joyce told granny that she (Joyce) would not be “picking-up” Kayla after grocery shopping. But do “you” know, she (Joyce) did!

(12th, About 8:10 A.M.) Dr. Terrell, the Provost of C.A.C.C who is “ based” on the Alex City campus, was with Ronnie Harkins yesterday __ the “Walk for Cancer” began on the Walking Track.
I’m told - by Milt and later by Joyce - that Dr. Terrel use to be much fatter than he presently is. As it is, Dr.
Terrell waddles like a duck.
I was at the table in the kitchen, eating dinner around 5:05, when Joyce, granny, and David was “dinnering” is the Family Room. When Joyce came in the kitchen for some reason, I told her I had seen Dr. Terrell and understand that he has loss weight.
Whenever there was a hot dog sale by the Cultural Unity Organization (CUO) Dr. Terrell would cook the wieners and eat most of them.
Dr. Terrell lives right across from the campus in Alex City.
In my conversation with Milt yesterday - we were by the campus pick-up truck, parked on the middle of the road of the encircling campus street at the stop sign by the nursing school and Building “E” (the east side of the stop sign), halting traffic for the walkers returning to class - Milt told me that he had high-blood pressure, that he use to weight 45-50 pounds more, that smoking is not good for high blood pressure.
High blood pressure and dibetes are familial legacies in h__ Wilson family.
Several days ago I related part of a conversation I had while in the dental chair being “serviced’ by the hygie_ist: I said, since I still had my molars, i will live a long time, quoting the legend that neither Dr. Sligh nor the hygienist reacted to.
And no wonder! Not all the molars are indicative of age-telling: Only the “wisdom” four of the twelve molars.
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned!
Being anti-granny won’t restore my wasted life.

(acerca de 8:51 A.M.) Correct me if I’m wrong: Joyce doesn’t complain about Samantha the cat walking on the kitchen table. She usually allows Kayla to eat without washing her (Kayla’s) hands!
And yet she didn’t want the book I found in the front yard a couple of weeks ago (a high school spelling book) on the table! Something is wrong somewhere!
Comparing Jimmy Carter as a president with Ronald Reagan as a president: The former was näivé enough to actually think that the president of the United States should micro-managed! I don’t mean that in a bad sense: The reason behind the “success” of Ronald Reagan is that he let others run the country, either because he had no choice or because he didn’t have the skill level!
Jimmy Carter was probably the most democratic president the country has ever had! His losing re-election has nothing to do with being a bad president: Carter was a victim of the real America!
One might go so far as to say that Abraham Lincoln’s “For the people, of the people, and by the people . . .” was only personified once in the history of the United States, and that was in Jimmy Carter!
Rushing to purchase products more inexpensive regardless whether or not the workers were exploited is tantamount to reluctantly approving of slavery in order to continue a life style, as Thomas Jefferson allegedly did with Monticello! Or better still, taking advantage of the low price of cotton, choosing to ignore the fact that another human was “de-godded” in order that “you” can save money!

(acerca de 9:47 A.M.) The only positive thing that I can say about the film THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST is that the “characters” speak Aramaic and/or Latin, instead of making it easy for the viewer by having the “characters” say their lines in English! The Aramaic/Latin is sub-titled into English.
What’s the big deal about the historic accuracy of the Jews killing Jesus? Are “you” suggesting that history should be treated as the former Soviet Union did: changed to fit what it wanted, not what was?!
After I watched THE NEWSHOUR WITH JIM LEHRER (5:30-6:25 P.M., P.B.S.) and wrote, it was not until taking Deah for a walk in the backyard that I discovered the presense of Kayla in the Family Room! She and granny were playing “doll house.” So I don’t know how long she had been here before I came upon her! Leslie had called about 5:15, but I didn’t think about her asking about Kayla’ visiting.
The way I have it figured, it was no more than an hour that Kayla was over here, with me shutted up in by room!
Leslie and Bill came for her around 8:00 P.M.
A Roger Rossblatt (?) presented an “essay” at the end of the NEWSHOUR. It dealt with the fact that something that is known can be imagined “more” than that which is “unknown”: Imagining the latter is only invention, as in science fiction.
It is a well-documented fact that I am gathering knowledge that would have been more handy twenty years ago! My clowning “character” was based on an old wise man. Considering then and now, I wonder how much “stronger” “Luigi” (an the come-in manifestation) would now be? Will I ever get the chance? Should I be allowed the chance? I mean, would “Luigi” hurt me for coming back to “Him”? “His” disappointment may overwhelm “Him”!

(acerca de 10:21 A.M.) On the morning of December 11, 2003, while enroute to work (this was before busing) I was shocked when Joyce suggested that the active flu virus should be put in “shots” in order to kill people off!
I definitely watched NIGHTLINE (10:35-11:05 P.M., A.B.C) yesterday evening. But what exactly did I see between around 8:40 and 9:00 while snacking? It was C-Span, CNN, C-Span 2, Fox News, Animal Planet, P.B.S., National Geographic, etc.
A former president becomes a real person. That’s what I have written down, so it must be true!

(acerca de 2:00 P.M.) I stated to Milt yesterday by the road-blocking pick-up that I would walk the next Cancer Walk if I had a jump suit with “GROUNDS” labelled on it so that I could represent “grounds”!
I also explained how I kept my blood pressure regulated: The caffein in tea (and soft drink) make me piss, especially when I don’t sweat (even though there’s no relation between sweating and urination).
I went to town mainly for a withdrawal from The Bank ($17) and to purchase ome “AA” batteries for my electric razor (I bought four batteries from Dollar General for $2.16) but I also added to my collection of “Harry Potter” journal notebooks ($1.00).
Joyce was carrying granny to the doctor in Birmingham and gave me a ride to The Bank as soon as David left for Oxford, MS, around 11:30. In fact it was David that convinced his mother that I could use a ride (I had asked him earlier, but his front seat had been already claimed by clothes and stuff).
At the library, I just had to sit on the commode! If not for the “turd” clamoring to get out, I wouldn’t have!
That reminds me: There are boxes of toliet seat-protectors in Building “H” that nobody want. It is an item I should have on me in emergencies like library/public crapping!
What lovely weather: The low-60⁰’s (F), a cloudless blue sky, plenty of “Rays”! It was perfect walking weather for the trip home!
Although the air is still not quite ready for an al fresco bath for Deah! But she didn’t escape the cleansing: The bath tub “de-skunked” her for her hair-cutting tomorrow afternoon!
Granny’s latest checks list her name as “Turkey” instead of “Thurley”! She has already used several: Joyce or David discovered the “boo-boo” this morning. So Joyce called Frontier Bank (downtown) to “see” what should be done. The female (?) at the bank told Joyce to bring the checks in. When Joyce “hung” up the receiver, she complained about the “stupid nigger,” as if she (Joyce) could tell!
Whether she could or not, that kind of talk is beneath a human! Though what does one expect from a “granny, Jr”?
There’ no more racism in the country? Yea, right!
Both David and I explained - or tried to - that the signature is what makes a check official, not the name. In addition, the sur-name is the legal name, not the first name!
Milt told me that a doctor had told him that he (Milt) was too young for a knee operation: Milt’s knee is afflicted like Joyce’s.

(acerca de 3:06 P.M.) Why is 12-one dollar bills and one $5-bills so unusual? I forget the word she used, but the older female teller at The Bank declared that she had forgotten that I wanted my money in a “funny” method!
Two or three weeks ago, when Ronnie discovered so many cigarette butt on the ground, he articulated to Milt, who related it to me, that if people continue throwing butts on the ground he would make CACC-Childersburg Campus a smoke-free environment. Of course he couldn’t and maintain the current student enrollment.
Besides, many of the staff smokes.
While on the way home from work yesterday afternoon, just as the bus turned left onto Forest Hills Drive from Highway 76, a road crew had a truck “pulled off” the right hand side of the road, dis-assembling a sign. Since the truck was less than fifty yards from the “island” at the entrance of Forest Hills, I voiced my opinion to my “girlfriend” bus driver that the truck would have been better to park in the “island”! Instead of a “shoulder,” the side of the road “drops off.” The bus driver said she was thinking such, too, but probably for agreement sake only!

(acerca de 3:47 P.M.) Kayla has a play “pond,” that can be stocked with “fish.” The “fish” “jump,” and the child - or adult - tries to “catch” one with a “pole.”
Well, that’s how ideas come to me: They “jump” from my past or present, and if I am not quick enough, they disappear.
I can’t tell you have many ideas have disappeared before I get a chance to “catch” them on paper!
My left knee is revolting when I put weight on it. So much for a clown Come-Back!

(13th, About 7:53 A.M.) I don’t know where it came from, but I have been given a list of five or six potential employers by a male and another list by somebody else.
A dream? A nightmare?
Just because I don’t accept as real this religious stuff doesn’t mean that I can’t enjoy “Jesus Christ Superstar”! In fact I can appreciate the rock opera much better knowing that it is mythology, as in “The Iliad.”
As I understand the opera, it is the “ministry” of “Jesus” as seen from the eyes of “Judas.” Which is why I am suspicious of the Norman Jewison film of the stage production, even though I don’t remember much of the movie (it’s been over thirty years since I saw it.
A bunch of mainly young people are bus to a desert where they re-enact the opera. As they reboard the bus at the end, the characters that played “Jesus” and “Judas” are “missing-in-action,” or one is at least. The subtle suggestion is that the ‘character” or “characters” were actually “Jesus” and/or “Judas”! Or maybe “Judas” finally realizing the “power of ‘Jesus’”!
Anyway, Jewison may have re-written the Andrew Lloyd Webber-Tim Rice rock opera.
The point that I was hoping to make before I went off on a tangent was that I am free to watch THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST without taking it seriously. It is just a movie! It is one man’s version of mythology.
Did the Christian Church, once it was established, create the story of Jesus being killed by the Jewish community in order to foster anti-semitism? Is this only a “tool” to attrack customers, to “steal” them from Judaism?
The more “friends” and family I can peel off me, the better off i am! It is my “standard” for “arriving”!

(acerca de 8:40 A.M.) I “explained” to Milt Thursday, by the road-blocking pick-up truck, that my aches and pains were the result of overworking my muscles. And that is exactly what happened yesterday: A 3-mile hike, three 20-minute juggling session. I must keep in mind that I am 54 years of age!
If a woman insist that men should have no say in abortion rights, since they can’t have children, it is a “sign” that the woman is or will be an unfit mother. If abortion is truly for the child’s benefit, no child must or should ever/never be subjected to a person so ignorant and controlling!
If a woman declares a man less able to care for a child than she is by “God’s ordering of the universe” with not letting men do parturition, then the woman has no business raising children!

(acerca de 9:00 A.M.) It was around 5:00 when Kayla was brought over yesterday. Kayla was gone by the time I got out of bed around 7:40 this morning.
Besides the local news on Fox 6, The Disney Channel and Toon Disney were the television fare yesterday evening.
Back in my room after 9:30 or so, I settled on a NEIL DIAMOND IN IRELAND concert that Alabama Public Television used again as a fund-raiser. I had investigated all my usual sources, including U.S.A. and N.B.C., but I stayed with Neil Diamond only because I am a fan of his music.
Between 10:36 and 11:00, I alternated between THE LATE SHOW WITH DAVID LETTERMAN (C.B.S) and THE TONIGHT SHOW WITH JAY LENO (N.B.C).
Nathan Brackeen is or will be teaching the physical education course. Many, including Joyce, wonders why. I overheard a conversation he had with Milt Thursday: He wants an “obstacle course” set-up as is at the Conference Center/Lodge, complete with a low (slack) wire.. The course will somehow teach team work.
When Brackeen had gone I told Milt that with my circus background, I could erect a slack wire. And if Nathan wants to incorporate juggling into the class, he needs look no more!

(acerca de 11:14 A.M.) One of these days, Islam, Hinduism, Christianity, and all the other organized religions extant today will be viewed as “primitive” in the same sense that Zeus and the Olympian gods are now considered “primitive”: Globalization will have “invented” a world-wide religion more or less with the needs of a earth-base culture. Then, in a few more years, a universe-based religion will be required. And so on.
It is to be hoped, that is!
“9/11” was, indeed, caused by a clash of religions. But is world-wide Christianity the answer?
“End” your career at the “beginning.” “End” where you want to continue. This statement will make more sense when I figure out exactly what I mean. I have an idea, but let me think on it more!
February 22, 2004: Granny tried her best to instill guilt in me for having several partially-filled orange juice containers in the refrigerator!

(acerca de 12:44 P.M.) In an episode aired this week earlier on Game Show Network, WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE? asked the question as to what year follows “1B.C.”: 0 B.C.,? 0 A.D.? 1 A.D.?
The correct answer is “1 A.D.”: As Joyce said, there is no year “0 B.C.”! And I told her, this is why the 21st century didn’t begin until January 1, 2001, not January 1, 2000!
But is a game show a valid reference? What have I sunk to?
David is probably no so “moody” and “inmature” away from his mother. I advised not to come “home” so often. But with Joyce making a substantial contribution to his support, he may feel he has no other choice!
What is the difference between a person receiving monetary support from her/his parent, or becoming a prostitute in marriage?

(acerca de 2:0_ P.M.) It was driving south in Homewood, AL. Homewood High School was on the left.
Jo Clifton was at the wheel. Her children, John and Dulce, were also in the car.
The year was 1977. We were headed to Jo and the kids’ Hollywood home.
Where was Robert, the husband?
Anyway, Jo commented on the fact that I was still living with my mother. As bad as that was, was it any worse than what Jo was doing: Living with a man, though married, only for the sake of the children (most likely not) and financial security (with Robert Clifton?) And this after only knowing Robert about two months!
A beautiful upper-60⁰’ (F) day: Cloudless, blue and yellow, clear. A day Month III should be again proud of!
Allergic: The trees with the tiny white blooms are after me! When I was young they chased me, but then they stopped for several years. Now they have begun again! This is indeed my “second childhood”!

(acerca de 7:26 P.M.) Either Deah was extra “fuzzy” or Deanna is taking advantage of her popularity, but a haircut for Deah was $30 this time around!
Kayla came over around 5:45 while her parents went to Wal-Mart. Kayla went home with her parents around 7:25.
I have a note to relate the reaction Lesia McGaha had to my presense in the Business Office last Wednesday or Thursday: She “looked right through me” when I spoke to her! But it’s childish of me to be concerned!

(14th, About 7:55 A.M.) No matter how much I bitch at granny, or ignore her, or damn her, or - - -: My wasted life won’t allow me to re-visit it and make it right!
Most of the early morning in bed, I cursed granny for destroying my Sunday yard-work day! There will probably be a Sunday when I should be cutting grass, but I “must” accompany granny grocery shopping (I have a feeling that I will going with granny every Sunday that I am stuck in Childersburg! As did Anita Matlow, no doubt Joyce is taking advantage of a sore knee for her benefit!). However, if the grocery shopping “eats into” the morning schedule, c’est la vie!
As “anti-granny” as I am, Joyce is even worse! She makes granny as she is and then complains horribly when granny behaves as Joyce has “programmed” her! Sometimes I wonder if Joyce doesn’t do the “programming/complaining” on purpose, for her own enjoyment!
Damn if Joyce isn’t a “clone” of Anita Matlow! Anita was born almost nine months before Joyce, so it is possible!
On first glance, it seems that 1948 let loose a lot of Anita Matlows and Joyce Baxleys on the world! But too many other years have done the same! In fact, I don’t of one that hasn’t!

(acerca de 8:32 A.M.) As I told “you,” David asked his mother if I could have a ride to town Friday. Or rather he told her that I “needed” a ride. This apparently didn’t sit well with her: In response, Joyce said to me rather “briskly,” that I had better be ready, or something like that!
I hurried to my room, for my knap sack; I made the human error of placing the back pack on top of Joyce’s purse that was on the kitchen table: You would have thought that I had “mis-handled” her computer!
There is a lot of overlapping of “historical periods.” As for instance, the “spirit” of the Renaissance spilled over into the Baroque: Forget this Mannerism nonsense! And much of the Enlightenment trespassed on the Romantic Period!
I don’t have to tell you how much of all of the above “historical periods” make up what ever the time of the development of humankind will eventually be labelled!

(acerca de 9:11 A.M.) I realize it’s only a movie - and a stupid one at that - but SNAKEHEAD TERROR (8-10:00 P.M., Scifi) brings forth a good point: Are creatures actually bad just because starvation causes them to kill and eat people? Are humans that hunt to survive bad people? They certainly are to the deer, the quail, etc! But are subsistence hunters any worse than monsterous snakeheads?
The entire life of the lake was sacrificed in order to destroy the snakeheads! Granted, the snake heads had eaten all the fish; but there is other life besides fish in a body of water.
This is what the Bush administration is doing in Afghanistan and Iraq: Sacrificing the innocent in order to catch a few!
The problem is “enlarge” by two people that “play God” with nature, albeit with good intentions.
The problem with the Baathist regime and Saddam Hussein was “enlarged” by the United States during Iraq’s war with Iran!
However, I doubt very much if the producer or producers of SNAKEHEAD TERROR intended any reference to human society and/or the war in Iraq! But I wonder if the film has any connection with “bully” fish showing up in the streams and lakes in the United States several months ago, and causing problems? SNAKEHEAD TERROR is not unlike all those other “ecological warnings” from other movies (WILLIARD, KILLER BEES, JAWS, etc)!
I was nervous with Deah at the “beauty parlor’ yesterday afternoon (Imagine if Deah was a human child!). I was in no shape to read. So what did I do: I surfed the television! I really wasn’t looking for anything in particular! Which was good, for there was nothing particularly good on any of the seventy-three channels!

(acerca de 12:11 P.M.) During the trip to take Deah to her appointment with the “hair stylist” (I have forgotten which “leg” of the trip) yesterday, Joyce informed me that Wendy Veazy (I will call her that even though the surname made not be hers legally) move out of Jim Veazy’s house again. According to Joyce, Wendy was - is, for no doubt she will return - only living there for financial support (or however Joyce put it).
In other words, as I stated, Wendy, as with so many other people - male and female - was/is a legal prostitute!
So much for the sanctity of marriage! The marriages that do survive turn people - most of the time - into prostitutes. That is the real Definition of Marriage, my fellow Americans!
Leisa McGaha’s sister lives down the street. The welding instructor at CACC, Johnny Jone, is her brother. The three do not favor at all! As we past the house of the sister in bringing Deah back home, Joyce stated that the mother was a “slut”: Each “child” had a different father.
“Sluthood” runs in the family, I said. Joyce told me that Leisa use to wear short dresses and revealing clothes. That Leisa’s husband (Joe) probably put a stop to it. Which I doubt: Joe strikes me as a “whimp” that is “pussy-whipped”by Leisa!
On the other hand, Joe may be about fifteen years younger than Leisa, but that doesn’t mean that Leisa is fifteen years older than Joe! If you know what I mean!

(acerca de 2:00 P.M.) Spring 2004 won’t be sworn-in until next Saturday, but, as It has been for several days, It is modelling and showcasing what It will, in theory at least, be like: The low-70⁰’s (F). Although today, Winter’s final Sunday, is on the Cloudy side. However, that’s Winter for “you”!
It is the time of the year for yard work. To that end, I rounded-up three bags of leaves, and will hopefully have three tomorrow.
Petunia Carter - I’m reaching back into the late-1950’s or early-1960’s for this - scared Joyce and I by telling us that she had dusted her flowers with poison, when, in reality, she had only dusted with flour!
Mrs. Carter was a resident of Minor Terrace, an elderly female, on the heavy side. Joyce and I would play in her flower garden.
This was discussed yesterday as the Deah-trip was in process. In fact, we had just turned left onto Forest Hills Drive.
If the neighborhood kids don’t leave the leaves alone, I will do more than just “scare” them! (continued)




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