Do Not Disturb

2018-12-02 22:44:01 (UTC)

Vivid Dreams

Dear journal,

I keep having these vivid dreams about me and Derrick and how he's coming home from the army. Like that will ever happen. He made it very clear that he wasn't gonna come back. But who knows he might just suprise ya. And by that I mean me.

I miss him I do. Especially seeing him walk around the house shirtless.

Oh, my !

But I doubt that he even had feelings for me in that particular way. I just was a sex toy to him. And the worse part is is that I let him. I just thought that if, we did then maybe just maybe he would catch feelings for me too and boy was I wrong. I don't know what it means.

Does it mean that he's coming back for good or just for a brief visit ???

I know he's not thinking about me. He got a whole life up their in Hawaii. Yes Hawaii. Ikr.


What do you think ???

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One