CarnyBrat

Misadventures.
2018-11-30 05:51:23 (UTC)

Trippy confidence

So last night my friend Shaleah did acid with me and I ended up sleeping over at Steven's house(definitely a friend and will remain as so) I kinda regret doing it but I also don't because I got the balls to confront Caleb, get an apology and all the answers I wanted while breaking up with him smoothly. I don't know how. I don't even remember. I read the messages this morning and was super proud of myself.
I got super depressed because of the comedown, I always hate that part and I'm never actually prepared for how dark my thoughts get but I managed and fell asleep before it got too bad.
My confidence is at an all time high as of recently and I'm really glad I'm making progress.
I'm smoking bubblegum tonight, had 3 blunts and it's making me feel very warm and happy. Gotta love that dopamine. Or is it serotonin? Hmmmm I feel like I should know this but I'm not sure I do.
Feelsbadman.




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