My Memos To The Void
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2018-11-22 15:00:47 (UTC)

1:00 AM

I had another long day at work, but I came home and laid down by myself. It's the night before thanksgiving and everything is as mundane as ever. I kinda want something exciting and new in my life. I want to get married, settle down, move into a home and start a real life. I want to put myself through college and make something of myself. I am tired of being bored.

MY thoughts have become repetitive, i feel i am not growing personally anymore, i need something, i need a spark.

I used to be creative, I used to sing, and write, and play piano, and make songs... I now have found myself dulling out compared to the brights of the world. I look around me and see people who are going professional for their passions. I am... sitting. I used to hold imaginary concerts, spend hours drawing.