i feel so ready for a big ..
i feel so ready for a big change.. yet so terrified at the same time.
I don't think the path i'm going down is where i want to be. Drunk me realises that instantly but sober me would rather just deal with the norm.
I have so much work to do on myself i'm not sure i have room for anyone else right now... I thought i was ready but i'm not. I hate myself for it.